Tuesday, May 30, 2006
OMG
Fuck Man....My Habit of not waking up in time and Always Being Late Has became a Big Issue. I fucking didnt notice at first until Today. Today was my First Drving Lesson and i bloody missed it because i played some dumb world of warcraft game until 7am and it's at 12pm. Obvious i overslept. NOT only i overslept....well i think god have use afew people to woke me up one guy msg me at 9AM then he called me at 9.45am again. Then Dee Msg me. All of this i woke up and look at it and fell asleep. Thats the bloody Worst Part, woke up still sleep back. The Most CB thing is, i'm going with this fren, Jeremy then he called me at 11am, then i pick up talk abit and then sleep back...why the fuck did i do that. It's My Bloody Habit. OMG WHOEVER IS READING THIS LISTEN AND LISTEN GOOD. YOU CAN SPREAD THIS ALL OVER THE WORLD IF U WANT TO. GET READY.
IF I'M GOING OUT WITH ANY OF YOU AND I'M LATE, ALL FOOD WILL BE ON ME!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. I WASTED A NEARLY 20 BUCKS WORTH OF LESSON. FUCKERS PLEASE REMEMBER THIS. YOU CAN HAVE A FUCKING FEEL MEAL.
seriously fucked up habit.
I'm a lazy ass and i gonna change, at least at a slow steady pace.
IF I'M GOING OUT WITH ANY OF YOU AND I'M LATE, ALL FOOD WILL BE ON ME!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. I WASTED A NEARLY 20 BUCKS WORTH OF LESSON. FUCKERS PLEASE REMEMBER THIS. YOU CAN HAVE A FUCKING FEEL MEAL.
seriously fucked up habit.
I'm a lazy ass and i gonna change, at least at a slow steady pace.
9:30 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Bah.
Even i really really don wan to go into a ITE but the matter of fact is this, It's much better option than going to work. By working, i only earn money for NOW not the future. At least Going to Higher Nitec(Higher ITE) is like a backup plan for me if i fail to go to a poly this coming Nov Intake. I mean yeah...sure there are cute girls In the Higher Nitec, but once they open their mouth and started to talk.....Totally turns me off. Well, I'm not a very good at communicating with normal tec(NT) guys. The things they talk and act, makes me wanna kill them all. Whats the best is i'm in a class FULL with NT people. Some things they say make me go "erm ok haha" giving them a very fake smile and move away. LOL i sounded like a fucking anti social. Sometimes I really wonder why i didnt study hard enough to be with my frens that are in either poly or going to University. I think i mix better with those in express than my own class(NA) and NT guys. I just suck in studies...and memorising things. Well, sometimes i wanna put the blames on my parents becos my mum is a thai and my dad's overseas, but come to think of it i should just blame myself for being so bloody playful. What My mum did is just force me to study, well for now i'm a living proof that forcing too much doesnt bring me anywhere, it just end up rebelious and play instead. And Most of my friends i hang around since i'm in ITE, were from express...Well, there are afew Of my ex-classmates i still are contact with, just afew out of 30? Yea...Just Seriously i should just go poly as soon as possible. In my current Higher Nitec Class, I think there is afew gays inside...OMG la...one of them keep coming close to me...i gonna kill him soon. Gays should just touch gays and not straight guys. It's ok hang around with gays as long as they are not touchy with me and not showing off their disgusting pics to me. ITE gays are near to the worst combination. Worst is ITE Ah beng MUDS GAYS. Thats the ultimate WORST.
Ok now i'm like Addicted to Drama Series Like Desperate Housewives and Lost and Some Animes... I donno if u guys have this feeling when watching shows that u really really like but this is how i felt whe i watch shows that i really like. I feel like i'm in the show and I'm part of the show and Everything feels so real. Sometimes i even Dreamt About it. WOW right? hmmm Yea...
Hmmm...i thought of Working Out and Slimming Down But i got ZERO determination(by saying this i have negative Determination liao, LOL) But No Company(excuse) and It's sian to work out alone(excuse) and It would be nice to have someone to talk with when working out and after working out, it's just nice and better than going for a Ice Kachang ALONE which made my workout kinda useless after that dessert(excuse)<---STOP IT! ANYWAY...yes i talked to myself more often...Well, i find that better than keeping things inside. Haha(Fake and Cold Haha That i usually use in my current class). Oh Well, didnt Really play WOW that much anymore, Maybe it's just i don have the company to play with....wow....Companionship Really is Important to me after mentioning two things about it...i actually can think of afew more. Damn it.
School Rumble is Back! Very Funny And Nice! Go Download Them! =) This Is The Lyrics Of Their Opening.
Sentimental Generation By Tokitou Ami
Our Generation is full of fun and laughter
It's a Generation easily hurt, but...
It's the Sentimental Generation
Minute by minute, time is carved away
But if there's such a thing as 'Love', Thats is enough
This and tat are making my head spin round and round
But it's more Senimental than whats adults feel
Our generation will build the future
Because our fragile hearts are easily hurt...
Full of Sentiment, Round and round
Our Generation is full of fun and laughter It's a Generation easily hurt, but... Our Generation Is Sentimental!
Haha...It's Sound Dumb But Cute. =)
Ok now i'm like Addicted to Drama Series Like Desperate Housewives and Lost and Some Animes... I donno if u guys have this feeling when watching shows that u really really like but this is how i felt whe i watch shows that i really like. I feel like i'm in the show and I'm part of the show and Everything feels so real. Sometimes i even Dreamt About it. WOW right? hmmm Yea...
Hmmm...i thought of Working Out and Slimming Down But i got ZERO determination(by saying this i have negative Determination liao, LOL) But No Company(excuse) and It's sian to work out alone(excuse) and It would be nice to have someone to talk with when working out and after working out, it's just nice and better than going for a Ice Kachang ALONE which made my workout kinda useless after that dessert(excuse)<---STOP IT! ANYWAY...yes i talked to myself more often...Well, i find that better than keeping things inside. Haha(Fake and Cold Haha That i usually use in my current class). Oh Well, didnt Really play WOW that much anymore, Maybe it's just i don have the company to play with....wow....Companionship Really is Important to me after mentioning two things about it...i actually can think of afew more. Damn it.
School Rumble is Back! Very Funny And Nice! Go Download Them! =) This Is The Lyrics Of Their Opening.
Sentimental Generation By Tokitou Ami
Our Generation is full of fun and laughter
It's a Generation easily hurt, but...
It's the Sentimental Generation
Minute by minute, time is carved away
But if there's such a thing as 'Love', Thats is enough
This and tat are making my head spin round and round
But it's more Senimental than whats adults feel
Our generation will build the future
Because our fragile hearts are easily hurt...
Full of Sentiment, Round and round
Our Generation is full of fun and laughter It's a Generation easily hurt, but... Our Generation Is Sentimental!
Haha...It's Sound Dumb But Cute. =)
2:56 AM
Friday, May 19, 2006
New Skin, New Name.
Hmmm...Find this skin is much better. HAHA...i'm lazy to make a really nice one though. Just get whats avaliable.
For My New Name for my blog, Please tell me no woman in the world have hairy nipples.
Babies Will be Sucking Milk from a Hairy Nipple. Then Hairy Will eventually grow on his/her LIPS. Sexy Isn't it.
Fuck no tagboard. Coming Soon.
For My New Name for my blog, Please tell me no woman in the world have hairy nipples.
Babies Will be Sucking Milk from a Hairy Nipple. Then Hairy Will eventually grow on his/her LIPS. Sexy Isn't it.
Fuck no tagboard. Coming Soon.
1:41 AM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
q(-,-)p
Anyone To Love by Michael Buble
Another night, another drink
Another time to contemplate and think
Will I ever, ever have anyone to love
It's not that I don't try
Maybe I try too hard
Seems like I'm living a lie
So there's a game I just won't learn
And I wonder will I always be alone
I take a sip and wonder
Why I haven't anyone to love
I guess I'll say goodnight
My drink's done and it's morning light
Sorry my friend but you see
What other ending could there be
And I wonder will I always be alone?
I take a drink and wonder
Will I ever have anyone to love?
._.
Another night, another drink
Another time to contemplate and think
Will I ever, ever have anyone to love
It's not that I don't try
Maybe I try too hard
Seems like I'm living a lie
So there's a game I just won't learn
And I wonder will I always be alone
I take a sip and wonder
Why I haven't anyone to love
I guess I'll say goodnight
My drink's done and it's morning light
Sorry my friend but you see
What other ending could there be
And I wonder will I always be alone?
I take a drink and wonder
Will I ever have anyone to love?
._.
4:28 AM
lost
I'm like a needle in a haystack. fuck.
This is the first time i'm so lost and so lonely. First Ever time.
Just Noticed It.
This is how i spent My WeekDAYS
i'm like staring at the com 70% of the day everyday.
Even when i go out, i went out alone.
Even my mum went out more than me.
Sometimes i just sometimes i just stare at the ceiling or walls for hours Daydreaming.
I Talk to Myself more often.
I'm Only Looking forward on the Weekends i gonna spend Great time with my frenz.
Those who are Not Having NS are Working.
Those who are not Working Are Having NS.
I found out that i feel so lonely when i'm watching Shows(desperate housewives, Lost, etc)
I laughed alone.
I Cried alone.
Sometimes there are romantic parts i feel like "awwww" and wanna hug something
I had my pillow to hug.
Loneliness Is a Long Term Torture.
It Gets More Torturing Each Second.
I never got so Lost before.
I always had a nice backup plan.
One after Another Failure.
Never Ending Failures.
Backup Again And again.
The Real World is so Realistic and Cruel.
This is the last Backup Plan I'll be having.
If I Fail, NS here i Come.
I'm Sick Of ITE.
Higher Nitec is Still ITE.
Enough Discrimination.
Enough Of Dumb ITE people.
Enough Of People Speaking Broken English to Me.
Enough Muds.
Enough Those People who Despise Me For Being In ITE.
Enough is Enough.
I'm Done With ITE.
It's Either Poly Or Work.
Friends Are The Most Important to me, Specially My Good Friends That I Know For Quite Some Time.
Always Waiting For Friday To Come.
Everyday Just Waiting for the Sunrise And Sunset.
Damn
Pathetic.
This is the first time i'm so lost and so lonely. First Ever time.
Just Noticed It.
This is how i spent My WeekDAYS
i'm like staring at the com 70% of the day everyday.
Even when i go out, i went out alone.
Even my mum went out more than me.
Sometimes i just sometimes i just stare at the ceiling or walls for hours Daydreaming.
I Talk to Myself more often.
I'm Only Looking forward on the Weekends i gonna spend Great time with my frenz.
Those who are Not Having NS are Working.
Those who are not Working Are Having NS.
I found out that i feel so lonely when i'm watching Shows(desperate housewives, Lost, etc)
I laughed alone.
I Cried alone.
Sometimes there are romantic parts i feel like "awwww" and wanna hug something
I had my pillow to hug.
Loneliness Is a Long Term Torture.
It Gets More Torturing Each Second.
I never got so Lost before.
I always had a nice backup plan.
One after Another Failure.
Never Ending Failures.
Backup Again And again.
The Real World is so Realistic and Cruel.
This is the last Backup Plan I'll be having.
If I Fail, NS here i Come.
I'm Sick Of ITE.
Higher Nitec is Still ITE.
Enough Discrimination.
Enough Of Dumb ITE people.
Enough Of People Speaking Broken English to Me.
Enough Muds.
Enough Those People who Despise Me For Being In ITE.
Enough is Enough.
I'm Done With ITE.
It's Either Poly Or Work.
Friends Are The Most Important to me, Specially My Good Friends That I Know For Quite Some Time.
Always Waiting For Friday To Come.
Everyday Just Waiting for the Sunrise And Sunset.
Damn
Pathetic.
3:37 AM
Monday, May 08, 2006
First Medical Check Up
From me Chasing Big Boobs Chicks To "RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG", is a very big change...wad am i talk about? i don know. oh ya it's my alarm clock waking me from my innocent angelic dream. Time for Medical Check up. First Stage Of NS fucking The backside of your life. Got My ass up and took a bus to Tiong Bahru then took another bus from there to CMPB. When i reached my stop, guys around my age one by one got down the bus and walk in a straight line to hell(CMPB). Same path same destination same bullshit we need to go thru. Can feel the NS feeling by then...well...some of them brought their healthbook or some documents or a letter. For me, i just brought myself, My IC, money enough for a plate of hokkien mee and a milo peng. The Asshole at the counter speak like i'm a bloody recruit already...He ask for my healthbook and a letter from NS but i don bring only show him my glamerous IC. Then told me to take photo for my NS card =) but hor my hair like shit that day...fuck it lor just take. Then carry on with the main thing i'm here for MEDICAL CHECK UP.
Then I went to my first check up, EARS. When to a room with two nerds inside then i'm told to go inside this stupid small room with seal tight door. I had to listen to some ant screaming and expect me to HEAR IT. fuck. i failed that station so i had to come back for some rubbish after my whole check up. Next, My Eyes. Normal. Next X-ray, when half naked into a room lean my body forward against the white screen, he took two times...he said one was wrongly taken somehow...hopefully he don take my nipples and tummy and wank to cum on it. It's no good. Next Dental, a indian lady told me to lie down on a chair and told me to be gentle...................TO THE CHAIR...haha becos it break apart somehow so before she come on to me and ride me a dick came over and shove some metal stick and move it around my mouth and say some numbers to the lazy indian lady. Next Blood and urine test. Well when i go there i just found out that i have no pee to pee. Fuck. nvm i drink 2398402380 cups of water and still nth then i go for the bloody test. he's a male nurse. The Worst Combination. Boy Meets Male Nurse+Needle to suck your blood. I can never 100% trust male nurses. Donno why...anyway lucky he didnt poke afew million times and tell u "OPPS WRONG, SORRY AR" i'll fucking stab u to death understand? stab u from leg to your heart. This time it's just one try so that guy is safe. Then continue to drink 32949324893 cups of water. Then out of the sudden i grabbed the small cup and some colourful paper and flew into the toilet and pee my life out...well it was a fountain of pee...yes i accidently made it overflow... fuck...i pee-ed too fast. then put the stupid strip of colourful paper inside then i went out. That guy at the station saw me with wet hands (obviously i washed my hands) He say "stoppppppppppppppppppppppppppp!" when i was like a metre away then say "show me your paper" then "ok pour away your pee". Then The Last Station.while walking to the last station i saw two disgustinggggggggg mud trannys. OMG LA...i wish all trannys should just burn and die. Fuckers like that can scare people ok...maybe they should put them near the toilet instead of a water tank. Scare people till they wanna pee. Anyway I really really wish i wouldnt see them at the last station. Anyway Last Station's abit fucked up everybody in that room who came for check up are half naked with our boxers on WITH FULL BLAST AIR CON to make it worst some asshole put a fan there...wtf la. anyway while waiting there there's this one mud guy and this chinese sleeping guy. I hate that stupid fat mud there listening to the radio...Oh god. u made the room a total hell. i donno who fuck farted and it was fucking smelly AND THE FUCKER MUD SINGING "A THOUSAND MILES". OMG. At that moment i feel like wank for the last time and then kill myself. Motherfucker. I wish whoever farted in that room that day will have his ass rotting and have unlimited maggots eating his ass and as for the singapore idol who sang "a thousand miles" to make everything worst to Fucking worsttttttt, will have his mouth stuck to that farting guy's rotting ass. Then Went to see that damn YOYOYO doctor...keep acting acting cool, if u know wad i mean. He spam all the "yo", "man", "wasssup" alot of times. anyway after being so cool he called me to do the most uncoolest thing ever. "Yo Man, Pull down your pants and your underwear" Thank God I got frenz told me about this part otherwise i would just say "come again?" then kick his ass. The fact that he's already a irritating bastard i should have kicked his ass but he would fucked up my medical check up so...after that yoyo conversation i went to un-naked myself and i'm done! i'm a free man again. But i need to do some deferment so i went to main counter. Guess wad! I Saw my old classmate! Vicknesh! Haha...nice to see him there too at least i don need to go home alone. haha...anyway he came with his mum too. He need to defer becos he failed to apply for a poly this intake and he would wan to try for the next intake which is NOV intake only NYP and TP have it. So he wanted to defer lor....but guess wad! After crapping with him for awhile, a woman came forward and ask us if we came for deferment then she asked for the letter from our sch but we didnt have so she told us she cant do anything without the letter of the school so vicknesh went there for NOTHING. LOL. Nvm i tried to convince/console him that he came here for a very big purpose and that is to accompany me home. HAHA. Whenever i see him or some of my ex-gess school mates i always blank out for awhile and think of the past. It's so wonderful yet i didnt appreciate those moments. I didnt have enough yet! LEMME GO BACK! I shall one day invent a machine that i can go back time or somehow other people invented that before me then i shall use all my money and my everything just for a ride.
Well, nowadays i've been playing World Of Warcraft Non-stop, only going out in the weekends. How sad is that. Cant find a decent job with a decent pay. 50 bucks a week. This is wad i get for slacking the whole fucking day. ANYONE OUT THEREE!!! IF U HAVE A JOB TO INTRO, PLZZZZZ TELL ME! I NEED A JOB.
and lo...
Then I went to my first check up, EARS. When to a room with two nerds inside then i'm told to go inside this stupid small room with seal tight door. I had to listen to some ant screaming and expect me to HEAR IT. fuck. i failed that station so i had to come back for some rubbish after my whole check up. Next, My Eyes. Normal. Next X-ray, when half naked into a room lean my body forward against the white screen, he took two times...he said one was wrongly taken somehow...hopefully he don take my nipples and tummy and wank to cum on it. It's no good. Next Dental, a indian lady told me to lie down on a chair and told me to be gentle...................TO THE CHAIR...haha becos it break apart somehow so before she come on to me and ride me a dick came over and shove some metal stick and move it around my mouth and say some numbers to the lazy indian lady. Next Blood and urine test. Well when i go there i just found out that i have no pee to pee. Fuck. nvm i drink 2398402380 cups of water and still nth then i go for the bloody test. he's a male nurse. The Worst Combination. Boy Meets Male Nurse+Needle to suck your blood. I can never 100% trust male nurses. Donno why...anyway lucky he didnt poke afew million times and tell u "OPPS WRONG, SORRY AR" i'll fucking stab u to death understand? stab u from leg to your heart. This time it's just one try so that guy is safe. Then continue to drink 32949324893 cups of water. Then out of the sudden i grabbed the small cup and some colourful paper and flew into the toilet and pee my life out...well it was a fountain of pee...yes i accidently made it overflow... fuck...i pee-ed too fast. then put the stupid strip of colourful paper inside then i went out. That guy at the station saw me with wet hands (obviously i washed my hands) He say "stoppppppppppppppppppppppppppp!" when i was like a metre away then say "show me your paper" then "ok pour away your pee". Then The Last Station.while walking to the last station i saw two disgustinggggggggg mud trannys. OMG LA...i wish all trannys should just burn and die. Fuckers like that can scare people ok...maybe they should put them near the toilet instead of a water tank. Scare people till they wanna pee. Anyway I really really wish i wouldnt see them at the last station. Anyway Last Station's abit fucked up everybody in that room who came for check up are half naked with our boxers on WITH FULL BLAST AIR CON to make it worst some asshole put a fan there...wtf la. anyway while waiting there there's this one mud guy and this chinese sleeping guy. I hate that stupid fat mud there listening to the radio...Oh god. u made the room a total hell. i donno who fuck farted and it was fucking smelly AND THE FUCKER MUD SINGING "A THOUSAND MILES". OMG. At that moment i feel like wank for the last time and then kill myself. Motherfucker. I wish whoever farted in that room that day will have his ass rotting and have unlimited maggots eating his ass and as for the singapore idol who sang "a thousand miles" to make everything worst to Fucking worsttttttt, will have his mouth stuck to that farting guy's rotting ass. Then Went to see that damn YOYOYO doctor...keep acting acting cool, if u know wad i mean. He spam all the "yo", "man", "wasssup" alot of times. anyway after being so cool he called me to do the most uncoolest thing ever. "Yo Man, Pull down your pants and your underwear" Thank God I got frenz told me about this part otherwise i would just say "come again?" then kick his ass. The fact that he's already a irritating bastard i should have kicked his ass but he would fucked up my medical check up so...after that yoyo conversation i went to un-naked myself and i'm done! i'm a free man again. But i need to do some deferment so i went to main counter. Guess wad! I Saw my old classmate! Vicknesh! Haha...nice to see him there too at least i don need to go home alone. haha...anyway he came with his mum too. He need to defer becos he failed to apply for a poly this intake and he would wan to try for the next intake which is NOV intake only NYP and TP have it. So he wanted to defer lor....but guess wad! After crapping with him for awhile, a woman came forward and ask us if we came for deferment then she asked for the letter from our sch but we didnt have so she told us she cant do anything without the letter of the school so vicknesh went there for NOTHING. LOL. Nvm i tried to convince/console him that he came here for a very big purpose and that is to accompany me home. HAHA. Whenever i see him or some of my ex-gess school mates i always blank out for awhile and think of the past. It's so wonderful yet i didnt appreciate those moments. I didnt have enough yet! LEMME GO BACK! I shall one day invent a machine that i can go back time or somehow other people invented that before me then i shall use all my money and my everything just for a ride.
Well, nowadays i've been playing World Of Warcraft Non-stop, only going out in the weekends. How sad is that. Cant find a decent job with a decent pay. 50 bucks a week. This is wad i get for slacking the whole fucking day. ANYONE OUT THEREE!!! IF U HAVE A JOB TO INTRO, PLZZZZZ TELL ME! I NEED A JOB.
and lo...
8:38 AM
