Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Bah.
Even i really really don wan to go into a ITE but the matter of fact is this, It's much better option than going to work. By working, i only earn money for NOW not the future. At least Going to Higher Nitec(Higher ITE) is like a backup plan for me if i fail to go to a poly this coming Nov Intake. I mean yeah...sure there are cute girls In the Higher Nitec, but once they open their mouth and started to talk.....Totally turns me off. Well, I'm not a very good at communicating with normal tec(NT) guys. The things they talk and act, makes me wanna kill them all. Whats the best is i'm in a class FULL with NT people. Some things they say make me go "erm ok haha" giving them a very fake smile and move away. LOL i sounded like a fucking anti social. Sometimes I really wonder why i didnt study hard enough to be with my frens that are in either poly or going to University. I think i mix better with those in express than my own class(NA) and NT guys. I just suck in studies...and memorising things. Well, sometimes i wanna put the blames on my parents becos my mum is a thai and my dad's overseas, but come to think of it i should just blame myself for being so bloody playful. What My mum did is just force me to study, well for now i'm a living proof that forcing too much doesnt bring me anywhere, it just end up rebelious and play instead. And Most of my friends i hang around since i'm in ITE, were from express...Well, there are afew Of my ex-classmates i still are contact with, just afew out of 30? Yea...Just Seriously i should just go poly as soon as possible. In my current Higher Nitec Class, I think there is afew gays inside...OMG la...one of them keep coming close to me...i gonna kill him soon. Gays should just touch gays and not straight guys. It's ok hang around with gays as long as they are not touchy with me and not showing off their disgusting pics to me. ITE gays are near to the worst combination. Worst is ITE Ah beng MUDS GAYS. Thats the ultimate WORST.
Ok now i'm like Addicted to Drama Series Like Desperate Housewives and Lost and Some Animes... I donno if u guys have this feeling when watching shows that u really really like but this is how i felt whe i watch shows that i really like. I feel like i'm in the show and I'm part of the show and Everything feels so real. Sometimes i even Dreamt About it. WOW right? hmmm Yea...
Hmmm...i thought of Working Out and Slimming Down But i got ZERO determination(by saying this i have negative Determination liao, LOL) But No Company(excuse) and It's sian to work out alone(excuse) and It would be nice to have someone to talk with when working out and after working out, it's just nice and better than going for a Ice Kachang ALONE which made my workout kinda useless after that dessert(excuse)<---STOP IT! ANYWAY...yes i talked to myself more often...Well, i find that better than keeping things inside. Haha(Fake and Cold Haha That i usually use in my current class). Oh Well, didnt Really play WOW that much anymore, Maybe it's just i don have the company to play with....wow....Companionship Really is Important to me after mentioning two things about it...i actually can think of afew more. Damn it.
School Rumble is Back! Very Funny And Nice! Go Download Them! =) This Is The Lyrics Of Their Opening.
Sentimental Generation By Tokitou Ami
Our Generation is full of fun and laughter
It's a Generation easily hurt, but...
It's the Sentimental Generation
Minute by minute, time is carved away
But if there's such a thing as 'Love', Thats is enough
This and tat are making my head spin round and round
But it's more Senimental than whats adults feel
Our generation will build the future
Because our fragile hearts are easily hurt...
Full of Sentiment, Round and round
Our Generation is full of fun and laughter It's a Generation easily hurt, but... Our Generation Is Sentimental!
Haha...It's Sound Dumb But Cute. =)
Ok now i'm like Addicted to Drama Series Like Desperate Housewives and Lost and Some Animes... I donno if u guys have this feeling when watching shows that u really really like but this is how i felt whe i watch shows that i really like. I feel like i'm in the show and I'm part of the show and Everything feels so real. Sometimes i even Dreamt About it. WOW right? hmmm Yea...
Hmmm...i thought of Working Out and Slimming Down But i got ZERO determination(by saying this i have negative Determination liao, LOL) But No Company(excuse) and It's sian to work out alone(excuse) and It would be nice to have someone to talk with when working out and after working out, it's just nice and better than going for a Ice Kachang ALONE which made my workout kinda useless after that dessert(excuse)<---STOP IT! ANYWAY...yes i talked to myself more often...Well, i find that better than keeping things inside. Haha(Fake and Cold Haha That i usually use in my current class). Oh Well, didnt Really play WOW that much anymore, Maybe it's just i don have the company to play with....wow....Companionship Really is Important to me after mentioning two things about it...i actually can think of afew more. Damn it.
School Rumble is Back! Very Funny And Nice! Go Download Them! =) This Is The Lyrics Of Their Opening.
Sentimental Generation By Tokitou Ami
Our Generation is full of fun and laughter
It's a Generation easily hurt, but...
It's the Sentimental Generation
Minute by minute, time is carved away
But if there's such a thing as 'Love', Thats is enough
This and tat are making my head spin round and round
But it's more Senimental than whats adults feel
Our generation will build the future
Because our fragile hearts are easily hurt...
Full of Sentiment, Round and round
Our Generation is full of fun and laughter It's a Generation easily hurt, but... Our Generation Is Sentimental!
Haha...It's Sound Dumb But Cute. =)
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