Tuesday, May 16, 2006
lost
I'm like a needle in a haystack. fuck.
This is the first time i'm so lost and so lonely. First Ever time.
Just Noticed It.
This is how i spent My WeekDAYS
i'm like staring at the com 70% of the day everyday.
Even when i go out, i went out alone.
Even my mum went out more than me.
Sometimes i just sometimes i just stare at the ceiling or walls for hours Daydreaming.
I Talk to Myself more often.
I'm Only Looking forward on the Weekends i gonna spend Great time with my frenz.
Those who are Not Having NS are Working.
Those who are not Working Are Having NS.
I found out that i feel so lonely when i'm watching Shows(desperate housewives, Lost, etc)
I laughed alone.
I Cried alone.
Sometimes there are romantic parts i feel like "awwww" and wanna hug something
I had my pillow to hug.
Loneliness Is a Long Term Torture.
It Gets More Torturing Each Second.
I never got so Lost before.
I always had a nice backup plan.
One after Another Failure.
Never Ending Failures.
Backup Again And again.
The Real World is so Realistic and Cruel.
This is the last Backup Plan I'll be having.
If I Fail, NS here i Come.
I'm Sick Of ITE.
Higher Nitec is Still ITE.
Enough Discrimination.
Enough Of Dumb ITE people.
Enough Of People Speaking Broken English to Me.
Enough Muds.
Enough Those People who Despise Me For Being In ITE.
Enough is Enough.
I'm Done With ITE.
It's Either Poly Or Work.
Friends Are The Most Important to me, Specially My Good Friends That I Know For Quite Some Time.
Always Waiting For Friday To Come.
Everyday Just Waiting for the Sunrise And Sunset.
Damn
Pathetic.
This is the first time i'm so lost and so lonely. First Ever time.
Just Noticed It.
This is how i spent My WeekDAYS
i'm like staring at the com 70% of the day everyday.
Even when i go out, i went out alone.
Even my mum went out more than me.
Sometimes i just sometimes i just stare at the ceiling or walls for hours Daydreaming.
I Talk to Myself more often.
I'm Only Looking forward on the Weekends i gonna spend Great time with my frenz.
Those who are Not Having NS are Working.
Those who are not Working Are Having NS.
I found out that i feel so lonely when i'm watching Shows(desperate housewives, Lost, etc)
I laughed alone.
I Cried alone.
Sometimes there are romantic parts i feel like "awwww" and wanna hug something
I had my pillow to hug.
Loneliness Is a Long Term Torture.
It Gets More Torturing Each Second.
I never got so Lost before.
I always had a nice backup plan.
One after Another Failure.
Never Ending Failures.
Backup Again And again.
The Real World is so Realistic and Cruel.
This is the last Backup Plan I'll be having.
If I Fail, NS here i Come.
I'm Sick Of ITE.
Higher Nitec is Still ITE.
Enough Discrimination.
Enough Of Dumb ITE people.
Enough Of People Speaking Broken English to Me.
Enough Muds.
Enough Those People who Despise Me For Being In ITE.
Enough is Enough.
I'm Done With ITE.
It's Either Poly Or Work.
Friends Are The Most Important to me, Specially My Good Friends That I Know For Quite Some Time.
Always Waiting For Friday To Come.
Everyday Just Waiting for the Sunrise And Sunset.
Damn
Pathetic.
3:37 AM
