Sunday, August 26, 2007
The End Is Near.
I can smell it.
It's really near now.
I don't know when it's coming
But I know it's soon.
New Camp,
New Life,
New Friends,
New Job
And The Old Me
No more faking to people.
No more that anti social side of me.
No more that kind of life i live now.
Well, Thats wad i wished.
If the new camp is worst or the same state.
I really can't imagine wad else could happen.
I think this is already rock bottom for me.
If i fall even deeper after going to the new camp.
I'll just....take it as it's fated for me to suffer now for the better in the future.
Anyway, my life have stopped since i got into that camp.
It's Big Pause.
Games?
Dota?
World Of Warcraft?
Other Online Games?
Well, I have to say that the person up there really don't wan me to play anymore games.
He took away my time, my graphics card and my money to get a new com.
Ok I get your point. Don Kill My Com Alright?
I still want to blog and chat in msn.
So Now, i'm more into shows.
Heroes, The Office, etc.
Animes Too.
Naruto, bleach, etc.
Sometimes, I really got very emotional when watching shows because i'm so into the show that i thought i'm inside the show.
Sometimes i really wish i could just throw my life aside and just go into the show.
Watching Shows is like an Escape for me.
Same for playing RPG games that i'm really hooked in.
Maybe it's because sometimes it reminds me abit of my own life.
Songs too, Their Lyrics sometimes remind me of my life, my feelings and also my Past.
Those Reminders Could really bring me way deep Inside.
Well, I've lost my MP3, maybe i'll just sing to myself.
This Jap Song playing right now,
Keep playing in my head.
Bleach's Opening Song.
Especially the Lyrics Although they sound dumb to some people but not to me.
They just keeping flashing in my head.
Also Remind me of.....
I want to live in a World of Peace
Without Conflict, Like the One I've seen in my Dreams.
I Just can't Keep it Inside
I've Gotta say it Out what I wanna Say.
The Bus stop at Twilight, on the way Home.
Saying ByeByeBye to the Sad Backs of Others.
Your Face doesn't Show your Fighting pose.
A World like the One I've seen in my Dreams
Without Conflict, Daily Peace.
But in Reality, I sometimes Worry about
Love And The Day to Day Grind.
Those Rolling Days!!
You Would Never Hold a Lie, No Never.
All My Loving, Without it, I Can't Go on.
Sweet Love Like this I've Seen in my Dreams
Lovers Searching for Hidden Faces
But In Reality, the Days We Can't Meet
Continue On but I Believe in Lonely Days
Even if You Stumble, Way to Go...YEAHH YAY!
A Muddled Rolling Star.
i miss those days.
It's really near now.
I don't know when it's coming
But I know it's soon.
New Camp,
New Life,
New Friends,
New Job
And The Old Me
No more faking to people.
No more that anti social side of me.
No more that kind of life i live now.
Well, Thats wad i wished.
If the new camp is worst or the same state.
I really can't imagine wad else could happen.
I think this is already rock bottom for me.
If i fall even deeper after going to the new camp.
I'll just....take it as it's fated for me to suffer now for the better in the future.
Anyway, my life have stopped since i got into that camp.
It's Big Pause.
Games?
Dota?
World Of Warcraft?
Other Online Games?
Well, I have to say that the person up there really don't wan me to play anymore games.
He took away my time, my graphics card and my money to get a new com.
Ok I get your point. Don Kill My Com Alright?
I still want to blog and chat in msn.
So Now, i'm more into shows.
Heroes, The Office, etc.
Animes Too.
Naruto, bleach, etc.
Sometimes, I really got very emotional when watching shows because i'm so into the show that i thought i'm inside the show.
Sometimes i really wish i could just throw my life aside and just go into the show.
Watching Shows is like an Escape for me.
Same for playing RPG games that i'm really hooked in.
Maybe it's because sometimes it reminds me abit of my own life.
Songs too, Their Lyrics sometimes remind me of my life, my feelings and also my Past.
Those Reminders Could really bring me way deep Inside.
Well, I've lost my MP3, maybe i'll just sing to myself.
This Jap Song playing right now,
Keep playing in my head.
Bleach's Opening Song.
Especially the Lyrics Although they sound dumb to some people but not to me.
They just keeping flashing in my head.
Also Remind me of.....
Yui - Rolling Stars
I want to live in a World of Peace
Without Conflict, Like the One I've seen in my Dreams.
I Just can't Keep it Inside
I've Gotta say it Out what I wanna Say.
The Bus stop at Twilight, on the way Home.
Saying ByeByeBye to the Sad Backs of Others.
Your Face doesn't Show your Fighting pose.
A World like the One I've seen in my Dreams
Without Conflict, Daily Peace.
But in Reality, I sometimes Worry about
Love And The Day to Day Grind.
Those Rolling Days!!
You Would Never Hold a Lie, No Never.
All My Loving, Without it, I Can't Go on.
Sweet Love Like this I've Seen in my Dreams
Lovers Searching for Hidden Faces
But In Reality, the Days We Can't Meet
Continue On but I Believe in Lonely Days
Even if You Stumble, Way to Go...YEAHH YAY!
A Muddled Rolling Star.
i miss those days.
5:53 AM
