Tuesday, June 27, 2006
OH GOD I'VE BEEN STARING AT THIS FOR THE PAST 15 MINS AND I DON KNOW WAD BLOODY TITLE I WANT.THIS WILL DO.
Well...U guys may expect tons of post while my mum and sis are gone, But NO....although i've nothing to do, bored and home most of the time. Why? Becos i have Nothing to Blog About. Want Me Whining About How My Clothes are piling up? Floor Getting Dirty? SOME BITCH UPSTAIRS DONNO HOW TO NOT LET THEIR DAMN CLOTHES AND BRAS DRIP ON MY CLOTHES WHEN I HANG THEM OUT? Yeah...i suppose no one wan me to be posting those. I Am Right. God Kill Those Who drip their bra juice on my clothes.
Right...Now that my mummy is back(YEAH!), All the chores are all done without me moving around and Home Cooked Meals Are back Once Again...I'm Now Fat Like a Pregnant Whale. YAY! Well...I had a crush on SUBWAY nowadays...their cookies, brownies AND BIG ASS SANDWICHES. YUM YUM! I Spent Like 2 freaking Hours Running around Bloody China Square Area to find a bloody SUBWAY becos i heard there is One here Which will be damn good Becos i don need to go all the way to town to eat in subway. GUESS WAD. I Found it IN THE FOODCOURT! Food Bloody Court My Fren. Asked probably a million people and NO WONDER they dont know. It's Damn Small too. BUT THANK GOD THEIR SANDWICH IS AS BIG! I got a ONE FOOT TUNA SANDWICH AND ICE LEMON TEA. And then i'm done. Not only That Made my two hours of searching worthwhile, It made My Day Too! Good Way to make me eat raw vegetables. I'm a Meatarian ya know. Slowly becoming normal.
Oh God Please Find me a GOOD JOB with a Nice Pay. Otherwise i'm gonna be the first person on earth to die from boredness. Even Now When i'm Having School, I'm already BORED TILL....till......I Play gameboy? ANYWAY, PLEASE!!!!!ANYONE OUT THERE, IF U HAVE A NICE PAYING JOB, PLEASE TELL ME! My next damn basic theory test is on 12/7. bloody long way to go.
And Oh Ya I'm Botak Now...Muahahaha.
Right...Now that my mummy is back(YEAH!), All the chores are all done without me moving around and Home Cooked Meals Are back Once Again...I'm Now Fat Like a Pregnant Whale. YAY! Well...I had a crush on SUBWAY nowadays...their cookies, brownies AND BIG ASS SANDWICHES. YUM YUM! I Spent Like 2 freaking Hours Running around Bloody China Square Area to find a bloody SUBWAY becos i heard there is One here Which will be damn good Becos i don need to go all the way to town to eat in subway. GUESS WAD. I Found it IN THE FOODCOURT! Food Bloody Court My Fren. Asked probably a million people and NO WONDER they dont know. It's Damn Small too. BUT THANK GOD THEIR SANDWICH IS AS BIG! I got a ONE FOOT TUNA SANDWICH AND ICE LEMON TEA. And then i'm done. Not only That Made my two hours of searching worthwhile, It made My Day Too! Good Way to make me eat raw vegetables. I'm a Meatarian ya know. Slowly becoming normal.
Oh God Please Find me a GOOD JOB with a Nice Pay. Otherwise i'm gonna be the first person on earth to die from boredness. Even Now When i'm Having School, I'm already BORED TILL....till......I Play gameboy? ANYWAY, PLEASE!!!!!ANYONE OUT THERE, IF U HAVE A NICE PAYING JOB, PLEASE TELL ME! My next damn basic theory test is on 12/7. bloody long way to go.
And Oh Ya I'm Botak Now...Muahahaha.
9:54 AM
Friday, June 16, 2006
Another Lonely Friday
Love Song For No One By John Mayer
staying home alone on a Friday
flat on the floor looking back
on old love
or lack thereof
after all the crushes have faded
and all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it
I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
searching all my days to find you
not sure what I'm looking for
I'll know where
when I see you
until then I'll hide in my bedroom
just staying up all night just to write
a love song
for no one
I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
could I have missed my chance and watched you walk away
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
could I have missed my chance and watched you walk away
I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
you'll be so good
you'll be so good for me
I know you'll be so good
for me
for me
Bahhh....So random.
staying home alone on a Friday
flat on the floor looking back
on old love
or lack thereof
after all the crushes have faded
and all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it
I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
searching all my days to find you
not sure what I'm looking for
I'll know where
when I see you
until then I'll hide in my bedroom
just staying up all night just to write
a love song
for no one
I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
could I have missed my chance and watched you walk away
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
could I have missed my chance and watched you walk away
I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
you'll be so good
you'll be so good for me
I know you'll be so good
for me
for me
Bahhh....So random.
12:50 AM
Monday, June 12, 2006
Home Alone.
Hmmm...
My mum and my sis Went to Thailand Without me becos i have school, So I Have the Whole House to myself. Alone...At Least For 2 Weeks. I Should be happy...No Nagging, No more tolerating her unreasonable scoldings, No More Shutting Down your Computer By Switching off the Main Switch. I really should be glad...at least the first night which is tonight. But No, I'm not. I kinda feel something is missing...It's at first A Mix of happy and sad then it become like now...not really contented. Feel Kinda strange...no mood for games nor TV shows. Just Wanna Sit On the Sofa and Stone with all the lights off. Think About Stuff. Hmmm....Blogging too...i just wanna tell someone this, at least to let it out somewhere. Here i am, Blogging About it.
Is this the feeling i gonna get when i leave my mum to live somewhere else?
hmmm.
i seriously have NO LIFE in the Weekdays. really. I have school on tues,wed and thurs only. it's all 2pm to 6pm except wed it's 8am to 12pm. Then After School And On The Two Free Days(Mon&Fri), I'll Play Computer Games and Watch Rubbish Tv Shows Like WILD BOYS...LOL. GOD! GIVE MY WEEKDAY A LIFE! Well, Weekends their are more people that are free so i can like go Lan shop with them or probably Lunch or Dinner. BETTER THAN WEEKDAYS OK! Weekdays Almost everyday School Or Home. A B C D E Fucking Sian Lah. I Know I have said all this before but i just wanna say it again just for sake of letting them out and probably make me feel bettter.
argh...Miss My Mum...and Probably wish my sis die in some horrible death...ER I MEAN I WANT HER TO HAVE FUN. And Charls was telling me i can have parties or club everyday...i told him "FUCK OFF" With 150 bucks my mum gave me, i probably blast some RNB or Techno and Dance at home And Charls Said i Can Grind The Wall. Great. 150 bucks for three meals probably five for two weeks... 150 bucks, Go Clubbing 2 times probably gone liao. LOL.
Before i came back home today, i went for a walk around chinatown alone. Thinking about stuff... Comparing The Past and the Present. Remember Those days we took like 1 minute or even 1 second to choose wad to wear to go out? Now especially girls...they might take an hour or even a night to think about wad to wear. And Do You Remember Those Times That Sport Shoes Goes with anything , anywhere and anytime? Haha...So Much Have Changed Huh...As We Grow Older We Change and Have More Responsibilities. Sometimes It's Scary to Think what i've Accomplished So far for my Future. Cause I have Nothing Much to Think Of. LOL. I'm a very Dreamy Person, So I can Stone well, haha...How Wonderful if I would strike a lottery and don need to work for the rest of my life. What a impossible and Lazy dream huh...
I'm Kinda Felt Sad/Hate/Disappointed myself...STILL in ITE and Doing Totally Nothing Serious Accept my Driving Lesssons, Blurry Future, NO LIFE, Probably Zero Self-Confidence and ZERO determintation. ARGH.
Cant Sleep man...Donno why...Probably The Weird feeling about being alone at home at night or It's Just I Miss Ma. I felt sad not because i need to cook for myself or to do All the Chores, Just felt weird without my ma. Probably Sad is not the word la...Bahhhhhhhh
I Just Need Something to Watch...Something as good or better than Desperate Housewives or Lost Or Animes Like Naurto, Bleach, School Rumble, ETC.
I Just to get Hooked to the Show.
I Just Need The Feeling That Slowly Brings me Into The Show, Like I'm Inside the Show.
I Just Want to Stay In The Show And live With Them.
Maybe I Just Need to be More Mature and Be More Realistic.
But Is Heaven Just Like That?
What Is Heaven Like?
Issit Just like Man Predicted that Heaven is Made Up of Clouds and Sunlight Shining There Forever?
Or Issit in The Black Hole?
Or On Earth Itself? Under the Deep Sea where is too deep for humans to explore?
Or.........Do We Just Disappear? Nah...I Know Heaven's Somewhere.
Or.....................I Can Live Forever?
I Love My Ma.
She Will Live Forever With Me.
=)
My mum and my sis Went to Thailand Without me becos i have school, So I Have the Whole House to myself. Alone...At Least For 2 Weeks. I Should be happy...No Nagging, No more tolerating her unreasonable scoldings, No More Shutting Down your Computer By Switching off the Main Switch. I really should be glad...at least the first night which is tonight. But No, I'm not. I kinda feel something is missing...It's at first A Mix of happy and sad then it become like now...not really contented. Feel Kinda strange...no mood for games nor TV shows. Just Wanna Sit On the Sofa and Stone with all the lights off. Think About Stuff. Hmmm....Blogging too...i just wanna tell someone this, at least to let it out somewhere. Here i am, Blogging About it.
Is this the feeling i gonna get when i leave my mum to live somewhere else?
hmmm.
i seriously have NO LIFE in the Weekdays. really. I have school on tues,wed and thurs only. it's all 2pm to 6pm except wed it's 8am to 12pm. Then After School And On The Two Free Days(Mon&Fri), I'll Play Computer Games and Watch Rubbish Tv Shows Like WILD BOYS...LOL. GOD! GIVE MY WEEKDAY A LIFE! Well, Weekends their are more people that are free so i can like go Lan shop with them or probably Lunch or Dinner. BETTER THAN WEEKDAYS OK! Weekdays Almost everyday School Or Home. A B C D E Fucking Sian Lah. I Know I have said all this before but i just wanna say it again just for sake of letting them out and probably make me feel bettter.
argh...Miss My Mum...and Probably wish my sis die in some horrible death...ER I MEAN I WANT HER TO HAVE FUN. And Charls was telling me i can have parties or club everyday...i told him "FUCK OFF" With 150 bucks my mum gave me, i probably blast some RNB or Techno and Dance at home And Charls Said i Can Grind The Wall. Great. 150 bucks for three meals probably five for two weeks... 150 bucks, Go Clubbing 2 times probably gone liao. LOL.
Before i came back home today, i went for a walk around chinatown alone. Thinking about stuff... Comparing The Past and the Present. Remember Those days we took like 1 minute or even 1 second to choose wad to wear to go out? Now especially girls...they might take an hour or even a night to think about wad to wear. And Do You Remember Those Times That Sport Shoes Goes with anything , anywhere and anytime? Haha...So Much Have Changed Huh...As We Grow Older We Change and Have More Responsibilities. Sometimes It's Scary to Think what i've Accomplished So far for my Future. Cause I have Nothing Much to Think Of. LOL. I'm a very Dreamy Person, So I can Stone well, haha...How Wonderful if I would strike a lottery and don need to work for the rest of my life. What a impossible and Lazy dream huh...
I'm Kinda Felt Sad/Hate/Disappointed myself...STILL in ITE and Doing Totally Nothing Serious Accept my Driving Lesssons, Blurry Future, NO LIFE, Probably Zero Self-Confidence and ZERO determintation. ARGH.
Cant Sleep man...Donno why...Probably The Weird feeling about being alone at home at night or It's Just I Miss Ma. I felt sad not because i need to cook for myself or to do All the Chores, Just felt weird without my ma. Probably Sad is not the word la...Bahhhhhhhh
I Just Need Something to Watch...Something as good or better than Desperate Housewives or Lost Or Animes Like Naurto, Bleach, School Rumble, ETC.
I Just to get Hooked to the Show.
I Just Need The Feeling That Slowly Brings me Into The Show, Like I'm Inside the Show.
I Just Want to Stay In The Show And live With Them.
Maybe I Just Need to be More Mature and Be More Realistic.
But Is Heaven Just Like That?
What Is Heaven Like?
Issit Just like Man Predicted that Heaven is Made Up of Clouds and Sunlight Shining There Forever?
Or Issit in The Black Hole?
Or On Earth Itself? Under the Deep Sea where is too deep for humans to explore?
Or.........Do We Just Disappear? Nah...I Know Heaven's Somewhere.
Or.....................I Can Live Forever?
I Love My Ma.
She Will Live Forever With Me.
=)
11:36 AM
