Friday, January 06, 2006
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This would be a post to read and think about becos i myself would think it is very meaningful when i thought all this when i'm bathing... =)
Seeing My Frenz one by one going to NS...when will it be my turn? It's not abt i'm scared to NS(anyway i'm not) It's also not abt i'm gonna miss them(althought i will). It's about...we are slowly growing becoming a Man without even knowing it. Yeah u think it's nice to be a Real Man but the thing is this means that we are going to the real world too! The Working World Is Horrible come to think of it...U'll not have freetime to go out...and if your nv do your Homework...u'll get it from your boss and if u do anything wrong there may not be a second for u. Your Pay May get deduct. You may get sack. You may not get another decent job. So much more problems and Things u cant and Must not do. I hate growing up...i wish i'm 18 every year. I know this kind of thinking is childish but then...ok i'm childish. Anyway it's kinda scary to everybody if they start to think about their future Carefully. Ok The Next Part Would Be Childish but then it would be very interesting if u guys know wad i'm tlaking about.
Ok Let me give one good example. Naruto. I love to watch the first few episodes with frenz that havent watched it you know why? Because at the start it's so innocent and funny and so exciting! everything's a joke and it's so fun. Then after watching first few episodes i also miss the feelings that i had when i first watched naruto...it's like...so...interesting? i donno wad word to use. And now? Look at the episodes...it's so crappy...slowly more and more fans are not watching anymore... Anyway it's like our life. Things started so innocent and fun and interesting. Everything we do it's for fun it's just joking. Quarrels started this moment then the next moment frenz liao...And Most importantly...u Can Trust alot of frenz 100% without any worries. i really miss those days. Everything was Happy-Go-Lucky. I got no frenz that backstab me or betray me or etc. Till i started my ITE. Pieces Of Shit Start to erupt in my Life. Quarrels no longer as simple. Cold Wars Appearing now and then. Opposite Meanings start to Come, like when u say Nvm actually You Shouting fuck u, when u say just joking you're not. Nowadays It's Difficult to Find someone to Really Trust...People around u are more sensitive and u yourself also become more sensitive too. You'll need to watch your words even when you joke around. All this Kind of feeling sucks...And Also As People go to New places to study like poly, jc and etc, They tend to change themselves. Their Characters, Their Image, Their Understanding, Etc. Those who still staying in the past like me would suffer. Fake Smiles, Fake Words, Fake Talks, Fake FRENZ... Around you. Last time when u're sad or anything u just cry your ass off on the spot, Now? You still can Cry your Ass Off too...but there's some words must be added in..."Pillow" and "Alone". Cry your ass off on the pillow alone. Pathetic Isnt it? For me...If you've notice...the cry you make is the same cry u made when u're young. At least it works for me. So if my mum wan to throw my pillow or my bao bao away...i'll throw her away also! Just Joking!(Maybe I'm Not? LOL) I miss those First few episodes of my life...so simple, so innocent. Come to think of it i also miss the first few episodes of Naruto...(did i say that just now?)
Some Of My Frenz Who Just finished their JC have gone to NS. They are the ones i would always played Computer games with. Without them is almost as good as taking half of my computer away. Maybe I'll just new frenz? New Frenz that Like to Do Sports? At Least that would get my ass off from my computer and also Burn My Fat Ass Away before NS Kick My Big Fat Ass To Hell. My Determination is like shit nowadays...everything i say...i didnt do...like i said i MUST go gym, i did not. I MUST go run, i did not. I MUST top My class, I did not. so many talk but no action. I must do something Soon...wait not soon it's NOW! Hmm. Now is 5.30am and i'm going school later...i really don know how to...anyway i hope u have enjoyed reading my Blog and wish you the best in whatever you do! Have Great 2006!(Notice the part i say Fake Words..LOL omg I'm so naughty =P)
Anyone wanna Club, Drink, Gym, Run, Play Lan or Just Hang Out, Please Don Hesitate to Call me up! =)
(if this post got an error while posting up or my laggy fucked up com hangs, i'm not writing this again instead i'll show a picture of a smashed com. xD)
Seeing My Frenz one by one going to NS...when will it be my turn? It's not abt i'm scared to NS(anyway i'm not) It's also not abt i'm gonna miss them(althought i will). It's about...we are slowly growing becoming a Man without even knowing it. Yeah u think it's nice to be a Real Man but the thing is this means that we are going to the real world too! The Working World Is Horrible come to think of it...U'll not have freetime to go out...and if your nv do your Homework...u'll get it from your boss and if u do anything wrong there may not be a second for u. Your Pay May get deduct. You may get sack. You may not get another decent job. So much more problems and Things u cant and Must not do. I hate growing up...i wish i'm 18 every year. I know this kind of thinking is childish but then...ok i'm childish. Anyway it's kinda scary to everybody if they start to think about their future Carefully. Ok The Next Part Would Be Childish but then it would be very interesting if u guys know wad i'm tlaking about.
Ok Let me give one good example. Naruto. I love to watch the first few episodes with frenz that havent watched it you know why? Because at the start it's so innocent and funny and so exciting! everything's a joke and it's so fun. Then after watching first few episodes i also miss the feelings that i had when i first watched naruto...it's like...so...interesting? i donno wad word to use. And now? Look at the episodes...it's so crappy...slowly more and more fans are not watching anymore... Anyway it's like our life. Things started so innocent and fun and interesting. Everything we do it's for fun it's just joking. Quarrels started this moment then the next moment frenz liao...And Most importantly...u Can Trust alot of frenz 100% without any worries. i really miss those days. Everything was Happy-Go-Lucky. I got no frenz that backstab me or betray me or etc. Till i started my ITE. Pieces Of Shit Start to erupt in my Life. Quarrels no longer as simple. Cold Wars Appearing now and then. Opposite Meanings start to Come, like when u say Nvm actually You Shouting fuck u, when u say just joking you're not. Nowadays It's Difficult to Find someone to Really Trust...People around u are more sensitive and u yourself also become more sensitive too. You'll need to watch your words even when you joke around. All this Kind of feeling sucks...And Also As People go to New places to study like poly, jc and etc, They tend to change themselves. Their Characters, Their Image, Their Understanding, Etc. Those who still staying in the past like me would suffer. Fake Smiles, Fake Words, Fake Talks, Fake FRENZ... Around you. Last time when u're sad or anything u just cry your ass off on the spot, Now? You still can Cry your Ass Off too...but there's some words must be added in..."Pillow" and "Alone". Cry your ass off on the pillow alone. Pathetic Isnt it? For me...If you've notice...the cry you make is the same cry u made when u're young. At least it works for me. So if my mum wan to throw my pillow or my bao bao away...i'll throw her away also! Just Joking!(Maybe I'm Not? LOL) I miss those First few episodes of my life...so simple, so innocent. Come to think of it i also miss the first few episodes of Naruto...(did i say that just now?)
Some Of My Frenz Who Just finished their JC have gone to NS. They are the ones i would always played Computer games with. Without them is almost as good as taking half of my computer away. Maybe I'll just new frenz? New Frenz that Like to Do Sports? At Least that would get my ass off from my computer and also Burn My Fat Ass Away before NS Kick My Big Fat Ass To Hell. My Determination is like shit nowadays...everything i say...i didnt do...like i said i MUST go gym, i did not. I MUST go run, i did not. I MUST top My class, I did not. so many talk but no action. I must do something Soon...wait not soon it's NOW! Hmm. Now is 5.30am and i'm going school later...i really don know how to...anyway i hope u have enjoyed reading my Blog and wish you the best in whatever you do! Have Great 2006!(Notice the part i say Fake Words..LOL omg I'm so naughty =P)
Anyone wanna Club, Drink, Gym, Run, Play Lan or Just Hang Out, Please Don Hesitate to Call me up! =)
(if this post got an error while posting up or my laggy fucked up com hangs, i'm not writing this again instead i'll show a picture of a smashed com. xD)
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