Monday, January 16, 2006
OMG
AS I JUST WROTE THAT OUR TEACHERS GIVE US THE QUESTIONS FOR THE EXAMS...HE LET US COPY THE WHOLE PAPER...OMG...WAD IS MOE DOING....WANKING? LOL FUCK IT...THIS IS GOOD...I DON NEED TO STUDY SO MUCH... WTF LAH! i just Blogged about it this morning and here he is doing it again. Fine. Give me high marks and let me score then i can go poly god damn it.
12:44 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
I Hate School
If u have been chatting with me, yes, again and again i have mentioned that my school sucks. And it is gettin worst and worst as each day passes. The people there i CANT click with anyone there. I'm now like going school to kill time. Actually it's the worst method to kill time but i got to get my ass there so no choice. Digging my nose for the whole morning and afternoon could have been orgasmic and Much better than going school. It has been almost two years in ITE and I can tell u Everything i had learnt in one Powerful Word, Nothing. Really Nothing at all. I just learn stuff and forget the next day. So i just learnt something JUST for a week and after that GONE....GONE FOR GOOD. And the test are all crap...everybody's cheating everywhere...well i cheat too...it's like DUH...everybody cheating of course i'll cheat...otherwise i'll lose out wad...teachers don care anyway. And the exams are damn crap too. If u didnt give the teachers any problems and the teacher is happy with u, You just need to study wad he tell u. For The Last Three Exams, I studied ONLY the day before the exam day! When i look at the exam paper it's like 80% of all the things i studied came out. One of the exam is Online so it's ALL MCQ. Crap also. One day After the Exams, when i just woke up, Everything i studied for the exams BURST OUT of my brains IMMEDIATELY...it's like Motherfuckin Instant la. And i get 3points for my gpa(the highest gpa u can get is 4). WTF? My First semester i got 4point and followed by 3 and anotther 3. The Last one i expect a 3.5? Haha...i donno wad i might get but i motherfucking wan to go to poly. It's Either poly or i go to NS. No fuckin way i'm going to higher Nitec...FUCK OFF. And These Two Years in ITE...I Might have to say...I'm like surviving there ALONE...no one's helpin me much...i'm all on my own there... Yeah of course i have frenz there...but they all are fucked up...I have 5 Frenz there. Two Old Uncles. One Malaysian From a Kampong...OMG. One Explosive, Bad tempered Pimple backside face idiot. And one weird weirddddddddddddddddddd guy. He's like cut his wrist and cut his hand to form some kind of pattern...kinda freaks u out huh...so these are the 5. FUCKED UP. All of them are those i'll nv hang out with. Those two Uncles are one of the STINGYESSSSSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTTTTTT Adults i have ever seen in whole entire whole entire LIFE. So Yup, 2 years there...go into ite alone and come out alone...wow wonderful. I'm ending my ite life on april. I wish april comes quick enough before die there. Anyway, Life's quite boring those assholes who went to NS...Those bastards really have made me miss them...haha. I'm now like my ex-classmate in Gan eng seng, Alex. So freakin lonely and bored. 90% of all my frenz are very busy with their own things... those who are in poly are rushing their projects& preparing for their incoming exams and jon is abit free now but soon he'll be FUCKING busy. Projects will be overflowing. The Rest they are Working....finish work go home sleep. Left me. here. Blog My Life Away. Now I'm Officially an Human Owl. I sleep in the around early afternoon till at night(8pm or 9pm) Then i'm awake from then...literally the WHOLE MORNING...from 12am till 12pm...ok...I'm a Very Active Owl Can? Lemme tell u wad i did just now. I woke up at 9pm, chat abit then play some games then chat till everyone whom i chat with, went to sleep. Then i read some rubbish comics in the net(dumb) then read magazines then tried to read a book but cant...then walk around my house...lying around my bed while listening to songs...Cut my bloody toe nails. Staring at the mirror(not doing anything else...i just stared and stared for quite sometime) I Neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed Someone to accompany to go for some pubs and occasionally go clubbing. I need Some night LIFE and not Staring at my com or my mirror. Anyway I'm preparing to go school as i am writing this post. It's 7.30am Now. I shall stop here and go to my Fucked up ITE...
I wish to find someone that look exactly like me and is a billionaire and did very good for his O's but he is not studying anywhere now and he's alone in singapore...his parents are dead and he have no relatives. Yup...i would wish he would be friendly enough to take my place to study in ite and go NS as i can choose wad course i wan in NY Poly and enjoy my life in poly as a billionaire. God Please Make My Small Wish Come True. Amen.
I wish to find someone that look exactly like me and is a billionaire and did very good for his O's but he is not studying anywhere now and he's alone in singapore...his parents are dead and he have no relatives. Yup...i would wish he would be friendly enough to take my place to study in ite and go NS as i can choose wad course i wan in NY Poly and enjoy my life in poly as a billionaire. God Please Make My Small Wish Come True. Amen.
2:38 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Rainy Days
Rain...Hmmm...Maybe Weather Changes My Mood?
Or Is it the songs i listen nowadays?
Or Is it Becos the My Frenz have gone to NS?
Maybe It's Just Becos i got Nothing much to do then i think too much.
I'm Not Sad Nor I'm happy. Sometimes I Just don make fuckin sense.
I've been thinking...about alot of stuff....the past and the future and wad are the things that i should HAVE DONE. Of Course, i'm not a person that will take things hard especially now...maybe it's becos of the weather which made me so....optimistic? Nah....thats not the word. I just suddenly become very relax and taking everything easy. Yah Danny...blame the weather. I suddenly recall that jon told me about something, Jon always tell me things that are meaningful and something to really think about, in other words i take his words seriously when he's serious. Thanks Jon! He Told me about how i would use my efforts on girls to u know...be my gf? haha yea...it's kinda impossible but yea i talked to them and the thing is...i always have been just spreading efforts among a number of girls....i didnt like concentrade on one...like only talked to one and slowly going to the next level...i'm like spend my afew days on this girl then i go find another girl to talk to...it's like i already changed my target after afew days....Actually thats not true...i'm just don wan to be rejected....i HATE the feeling of being rejected. So many times...i got rejected again and again when i was young and dumb. So now i tend to jump around...afew days later then slowly chat lesser liao then i go back to fuckin games...yea, i'm fuckin childish. U readers must be thinking i Know TONS of girls...But Sadly, NO i don... I Just got alot of stupid games to play. Even i got no games...i will NEVER go concentrade all my efforts and my everthing on her. NEVER AGAIN. Hmmm...Maybe i'll just stay single and just watch porn and wank when i'm horny and listen to romantic oldies songs when i feel lonely. Haha.
I Just Love to Listen to Oldies and Watch Old Movies...abt Romance, Inspiring Lifes, Etc. Hmmm I just continue my life as a Single...and With Lots Of Frenz? I Cant Think anything to write for now so maybe if i recall anything nice to write, i'll continue in the nest post i suppose. Hmmm...Well...This Is a Song By Carpenters, I'll Never Fall In Love Again.
I'll Never Fall In Love Again.
What do you get when you fall in love
A girl with a pin to burst your bubble
That’s what you get for all your troubble
I’ll never fall in love again
I’ll never fall in love again
What do you get when you kiss a guy
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he’ll never phone you
I’ll never fall in love again
I’ll never fall in love again
Don’t tell me what it’s all about
’cause I’ve been there and I’m glad I’m out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I’m here to remind you
What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So far at least until tomorrow
I’ll never fall in love again
I’ll never fall in love again
Don’t tell me what it’s all about
’cause I’ve been there and I’m glad I’m out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I’m have here to remind you
Here to remind you, here to remind you
Toh! here to remind you
What do you get when you fall in love
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So, far at least until tomorrow
I’ll never fall in love again
I’ll never fall in love again
=)
Or Is it the songs i listen nowadays?
Or Is it Becos the My Frenz have gone to NS?
Maybe It's Just Becos i got Nothing much to do then i think too much.
I'm Not Sad Nor I'm happy. Sometimes I Just don make fuckin sense.
I've been thinking...about alot of stuff....the past and the future and wad are the things that i should HAVE DONE. Of Course, i'm not a person that will take things hard especially now...maybe it's becos of the weather which made me so....optimistic? Nah....thats not the word. I just suddenly become very relax and taking everything easy. Yah Danny...blame the weather. I suddenly recall that jon told me about something, Jon always tell me things that are meaningful and something to really think about, in other words i take his words seriously when he's serious. Thanks Jon! He Told me about how i would use my efforts on girls to u know...be my gf? haha yea...it's kinda impossible but yea i talked to them and the thing is...i always have been just spreading efforts among a number of girls....i didnt like concentrade on one...like only talked to one and slowly going to the next level...i'm like spend my afew days on this girl then i go find another girl to talk to...it's like i already changed my target after afew days....Actually thats not true...i'm just don wan to be rejected....i HATE the feeling of being rejected. So many times...i got rejected again and again when i was young and dumb. So now i tend to jump around...afew days later then slowly chat lesser liao then i go back to fuckin games...yea, i'm fuckin childish. U readers must be thinking i Know TONS of girls...But Sadly, NO i don... I Just got alot of stupid games to play. Even i got no games...i will NEVER go concentrade all my efforts and my everthing on her. NEVER AGAIN. Hmmm...Maybe i'll just stay single and just watch porn and wank when i'm horny and listen to romantic oldies songs when i feel lonely. Haha.
I Just Love to Listen to Oldies and Watch Old Movies...abt Romance, Inspiring Lifes, Etc. Hmmm I just continue my life as a Single...and With Lots Of Frenz? I Cant Think anything to write for now so maybe if i recall anything nice to write, i'll continue in the nest post i suppose. Hmmm...Well...This Is a Song By Carpenters, I'll Never Fall In Love Again.
I'll Never Fall In Love Again.
What do you get when you fall in love
A girl with a pin to burst your bubble
That’s what you get for all your troubble
I’ll never fall in love again
I’ll never fall in love again
What do you get when you kiss a guy
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he’ll never phone you
I’ll never fall in love again
I’ll never fall in love again
Don’t tell me what it’s all about
’cause I’ve been there and I’m glad I’m out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I’m here to remind you
What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So far at least until tomorrow
I’ll never fall in love again
I’ll never fall in love again
Don’t tell me what it’s all about
’cause I’ve been there and I’m glad I’m out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I’m have here to remind you
Here to remind you, here to remind you
Toh! here to remind you
What do you get when you fall in love
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So, far at least until tomorrow
I’ll never fall in love again
I’ll never fall in love again
=)
10:02 PM
Friday, January 06, 2006
New Old Post
This would be a post to read and think about becos i myself would think it is very meaningful when i thought all this when i'm bathing... =)
Seeing My Frenz one by one going to NS...when will it be my turn? It's not abt i'm scared to NS(anyway i'm not) It's also not abt i'm gonna miss them(althought i will). It's about...we are slowly growing becoming a Man without even knowing it. Yeah u think it's nice to be a Real Man but the thing is this means that we are going to the real world too! The Working World Is Horrible come to think of it...U'll not have freetime to go out...and if your nv do your Homework...u'll get it from your boss and if u do anything wrong there may not be a second for u. Your Pay May get deduct. You may get sack. You may not get another decent job. So much more problems and Things u cant and Must not do. I hate growing up...i wish i'm 18 every year. I know this kind of thinking is childish but then...ok i'm childish. Anyway it's kinda scary to everybody if they start to think about their future Carefully. Ok The Next Part Would Be Childish but then it would be very interesting if u guys know wad i'm tlaking about.
Ok Let me give one good example. Naruto. I love to watch the first few episodes with frenz that havent watched it you know why? Because at the start it's so innocent and funny and so exciting! everything's a joke and it's so fun. Then after watching first few episodes i also miss the feelings that i had when i first watched naruto...it's like...so...interesting? i donno wad word to use. And now? Look at the episodes...it's so crappy...slowly more and more fans are not watching anymore... Anyway it's like our life. Things started so innocent and fun and interesting. Everything we do it's for fun it's just joking. Quarrels started this moment then the next moment frenz liao...And Most importantly...u Can Trust alot of frenz 100% without any worries. i really miss those days. Everything was Happy-Go-Lucky. I got no frenz that backstab me or betray me or etc. Till i started my ITE. Pieces Of Shit Start to erupt in my Life. Quarrels no longer as simple. Cold Wars Appearing now and then. Opposite Meanings start to Come, like when u say Nvm actually You Shouting fuck u, when u say just joking you're not. Nowadays It's Difficult to Find someone to Really Trust...People around u are more sensitive and u yourself also become more sensitive too. You'll need to watch your words even when you joke around. All this Kind of feeling sucks...And Also As People go to New places to study like poly, jc and etc, They tend to change themselves. Their Characters, Their Image, Their Understanding, Etc. Those who still staying in the past like me would suffer. Fake Smiles, Fake Words, Fake Talks, Fake FRENZ... Around you. Last time when u're sad or anything u just cry your ass off on the spot, Now? You still can Cry your Ass Off too...but there's some words must be added in..."Pillow" and "Alone". Cry your ass off on the pillow alone. Pathetic Isnt it? For me...If you've notice...the cry you make is the same cry u made when u're young. At least it works for me. So if my mum wan to throw my pillow or my bao bao away...i'll throw her away also! Just Joking!(Maybe I'm Not? LOL) I miss those First few episodes of my life...so simple, so innocent. Come to think of it i also miss the first few episodes of Naruto...(did i say that just now?)
Some Of My Frenz Who Just finished their JC have gone to NS. They are the ones i would always played Computer games with. Without them is almost as good as taking half of my computer away. Maybe I'll just new frenz? New Frenz that Like to Do Sports? At Least that would get my ass off from my computer and also Burn My Fat Ass Away before NS Kick My Big Fat Ass To Hell. My Determination is like shit nowadays...everything i say...i didnt do...like i said i MUST go gym, i did not. I MUST go run, i did not. I MUST top My class, I did not. so many talk but no action. I must do something Soon...wait not soon it's NOW! Hmm. Now is 5.30am and i'm going school later...i really don know how to...anyway i hope u have enjoyed reading my Blog and wish you the best in whatever you do! Have Great 2006!(Notice the part i say Fake Words..LOL omg I'm so naughty =P)
Anyone wanna Club, Drink, Gym, Run, Play Lan or Just Hang Out, Please Don Hesitate to Call me up! =)
(if this post got an error while posting up or my laggy fucked up com hangs, i'm not writing this again instead i'll show a picture of a smashed com. xD)
Seeing My Frenz one by one going to NS...when will it be my turn? It's not abt i'm scared to NS(anyway i'm not) It's also not abt i'm gonna miss them(althought i will). It's about...we are slowly growing becoming a Man without even knowing it. Yeah u think it's nice to be a Real Man but the thing is this means that we are going to the real world too! The Working World Is Horrible come to think of it...U'll not have freetime to go out...and if your nv do your Homework...u'll get it from your boss and if u do anything wrong there may not be a second for u. Your Pay May get deduct. You may get sack. You may not get another decent job. So much more problems and Things u cant and Must not do. I hate growing up...i wish i'm 18 every year. I know this kind of thinking is childish but then...ok i'm childish. Anyway it's kinda scary to everybody if they start to think about their future Carefully. Ok The Next Part Would Be Childish but then it would be very interesting if u guys know wad i'm tlaking about.
Ok Let me give one good example. Naruto. I love to watch the first few episodes with frenz that havent watched it you know why? Because at the start it's so innocent and funny and so exciting! everything's a joke and it's so fun. Then after watching first few episodes i also miss the feelings that i had when i first watched naruto...it's like...so...interesting? i donno wad word to use. And now? Look at the episodes...it's so crappy...slowly more and more fans are not watching anymore... Anyway it's like our life. Things started so innocent and fun and interesting. Everything we do it's for fun it's just joking. Quarrels started this moment then the next moment frenz liao...And Most importantly...u Can Trust alot of frenz 100% without any worries. i really miss those days. Everything was Happy-Go-Lucky. I got no frenz that backstab me or betray me or etc. Till i started my ITE. Pieces Of Shit Start to erupt in my Life. Quarrels no longer as simple. Cold Wars Appearing now and then. Opposite Meanings start to Come, like when u say Nvm actually You Shouting fuck u, when u say just joking you're not. Nowadays It's Difficult to Find someone to Really Trust...People around u are more sensitive and u yourself also become more sensitive too. You'll need to watch your words even when you joke around. All this Kind of feeling sucks...And Also As People go to New places to study like poly, jc and etc, They tend to change themselves. Their Characters, Their Image, Their Understanding, Etc. Those who still staying in the past like me would suffer. Fake Smiles, Fake Words, Fake Talks, Fake FRENZ... Around you. Last time when u're sad or anything u just cry your ass off on the spot, Now? You still can Cry your Ass Off too...but there's some words must be added in..."Pillow" and "Alone". Cry your ass off on the pillow alone. Pathetic Isnt it? For me...If you've notice...the cry you make is the same cry u made when u're young. At least it works for me. So if my mum wan to throw my pillow or my bao bao away...i'll throw her away also! Just Joking!(Maybe I'm Not? LOL) I miss those First few episodes of my life...so simple, so innocent. Come to think of it i also miss the first few episodes of Naruto...(did i say that just now?)
Some Of My Frenz Who Just finished their JC have gone to NS. They are the ones i would always played Computer games with. Without them is almost as good as taking half of my computer away. Maybe I'll just new frenz? New Frenz that Like to Do Sports? At Least that would get my ass off from my computer and also Burn My Fat Ass Away before NS Kick My Big Fat Ass To Hell. My Determination is like shit nowadays...everything i say...i didnt do...like i said i MUST go gym, i did not. I MUST go run, i did not. I MUST top My class, I did not. so many talk but no action. I must do something Soon...wait not soon it's NOW! Hmm. Now is 5.30am and i'm going school later...i really don know how to...anyway i hope u have enjoyed reading my Blog and wish you the best in whatever you do! Have Great 2006!(Notice the part i say Fake Words..LOL omg I'm so naughty =P)
Anyone wanna Club, Drink, Gym, Run, Play Lan or Just Hang Out, Please Don Hesitate to Call me up! =)
(if this post got an error while posting up or my laggy fucked up com hangs, i'm not writing this again instead i'll show a picture of a smashed com. xD)
5:55 AM
Monday, January 02, 2006
Happy New Year Everyone!
Hmmm...I Wish This Year Will Be A Much Better Year! Because I Really Enjoy Only In The Last Few Months Of 2005. So I Wish I'll Enjoy this Whole Of 2006! I wouldnt say i had a bad 2005 but it was just OK. Well, I just got abit hooked to clubbing but i'm abit tight nowadays and chalets too i would like to join some random chalets to make new frenz? haha! Oh Ya! My fren said he has this Zouk bouncer job to intro me! Lets wish i can at least go for the interview! I wished it was MOS but then BETTER than NOTHING! job=money=clubbin=girls! Haha...Hmmm i'm damn unheathly and fatttttttttttttttttttttttt now.....i MUST exercise, i always say that but i don do it...fuck! I think i need something like NS to fuck me now. It's like i keep giving excuses not to go exercise...fuck man...i'm like near to 90kg NOW!!!!!!!! omg...thats like a pregnant whale! MAN!!!!!!!! I must try to fucking slim down but i'm not gonna diet...=P Maybe Just exercise and WATCH wad i eat! I'm like eating junk food almost every fuckin day! So Lets wish i can have all this worked out! The exercising and the bouncer job and more parties please! hahaha...YEAH! Oh Man...My Frenz who just finished their JC are going to NS reallllllllll soon! Oh No...i will miss them! Hmm...don you think time pass really fast? It's just too fast...i wish i were in secondary with my SCHOOLmates....not classmates. I'm just cannot be with them...they are much different to those who are in express. I Should have studied harder in Primary school and go to Express....Damn! Of course there are afew i'm close with in my class...i can only think of one or two only...
You Know wad? The Time Now Is 7am...I slept like...3hours? Then i cant sleep already...damn...now i'm getting ready to go school already...SCHOOL AGAIN...I hate school...so bloody useless...just waiting for time to pass till april and i get my results and go to poly...HOPEFULLY...if not i just go NS thennn....thenn...i still got afew options after that....still choosing! Anyway whoever have any chalets or parties DO CALL ME ALONG! And also if u feel like going to gym also can call me! I know i may not the best guy u can find to give advise about how to work out but yea...i can give u some crappy ones...LOL...Oh Well time to stop and get my ass to school! Bye!
I wish to get the bouncer job....*DANNY SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY!!!*
=)
You Know wad? The Time Now Is 7am...I slept like...3hours? Then i cant sleep already...damn...now i'm getting ready to go school already...SCHOOL AGAIN...I hate school...so bloody useless...just waiting for time to pass till april and i get my results and go to poly...HOPEFULLY...if not i just go NS thennn....thenn...i still got afew options after that....still choosing! Anyway whoever have any chalets or parties DO CALL ME ALONG! And also if u feel like going to gym also can call me! I know i may not the best guy u can find to give advise about how to work out but yea...i can give u some crappy ones...LOL...Oh Well time to stop and get my ass to school! Bye!
I wish to get the bouncer job....*DANNY SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY!!!*
=)
3:02 PM
