Thursday, September 29, 2005
Urge
soshite ano hi ni modoreru to
futari wa hohoemi auto
tada sore dake ni suku wareta kute
dare no tame ni inochi wa aru no ka ni
kizu ke nai mama
10:10 PM
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Stupid Old Me...Stop Coming Back
"My Stupid Mouth"
My stupid mouth
Has got me in trouble
I said too much again
To a date over dinner yesterday
And I could see
She was offended
She said "well anyway..."
Just dying for a subject change
Oh, another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess I better find one soon
We bit our lips She looked out the window
Rolling tiny balls of napkin paper
I played a quick game of chess with the
salt and pepper shaker
And I could see clearly
An indelible line was drawn
Between what was good, what just
slipped out and what went wrong
Oh, the way she feels
about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess I better find one
I'm never speaking up again It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery Then she desert me
Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now
One more thing
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it's all because of this desire
I just wanna be liked, I just wanna be funny
Looks like the jokes on me
So call me captain backfire
I'm never speaking up again. It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery Then she desert me
Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now
Teared Again...Well..it's true..I'm not gonna speak up again...Crappy...I Crap In My Pants...LOL...stupid blog name...haha
5:55 PM
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Hmmm...Coincidence?
"New Deep"
I'm so alive
I'm so enlightened
I can barely survive
A night in my mind
I've got a plan
I'm gonna find out just how boring I am
And have a good time
Cause ever since I tried
Trying not to find
Every little meaning in my life
It's been fine
I've been cool
With my new golden rule
Numb is the new deep
Done with the old me
And talk is the same cheap it's been
Is there a God?
Why is he waiting?
Don't you think of it odd
When he knows my address?
And look at the stars
Don't they remind you of just how feeble we are?
Well it used to, I guess
Cause ever since I tried
Trying not to find
Every little meaning in my life
It's been fine
I've been cool
With my new golden rule
Numb is the new deep
Done with the old me
And talk is the same cheap
It's been
I'm a new man
I wear a new cologne and
You wouldn't know me if your eyes were closed
I know what you'll say
'This won't last longer than the rest of the day'
But you're wrong this time
You're wrong
Numb is the new deep
Done with the old me
I'm over the analyzing
Tonight
Stop trying to figure it out
(you try to figure, you try to figure it out)
It will only bring you down
You know, I used to be the back
porch poet with my book of rhymes
Always open knowing all the time I'm problably
Never gonna find the perfect rhyme
For 'heavier things'
=)
10:55 PM
Some Stupid MTV
I Find The MTV Lame...ahhaha But As For My New Hobby I Like to Find Out all The Meanings In The Songs...This Song Is Quite Nice Actually But After I Saw The MTV...Disappointed.
Here It is...You're Beautiful By James Blunt.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
3:33 PM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Transformation
This Would Be An Angry Post!
I'm Always telling myself that i'm gonna do this and i always fail to do it...now i'm going full power towards anything that i wanna go for. ONE THING I HAVE BEEN ALWAYS WANTED TO DO IS....HIT BACK TO GYM!!! Now i'm telling everybody that i gonna go gym till the day i go NS...now i cant escape...i make sure i cannot...so i must go...YOU GUYS WHO ARE READING THIS ALSO MUST GO GYM WITH ME!!!! FORCE ME TO GO!!!! I'm going all the way...i'm sick of being such a fatass and see my frenz getting more and more fit. This is also a message to all fatso!!!! Come join my hardcore gym!
NEXT TARGET!!!! I GONNA EARN ALOT OF MONEY......AND SPENDDDDDD......I'M GONNA BE A BUSINESSMAN....MARK MY WORDS EVERYONE!!!! NOW I CANT ESCAPE....I GOT TO GO FULL POWER!!!!!
NO MORE SLACKING DANNY!!!! I GONNA USE ALL MY TIME USEFULLY!!!! GYM,RUN,EARN LOTS OF MONEY, SPENDDD......AHHHHHHHHHHHHH...You guys maybe think i'm mad...maybe i'm really mad...haha...BUT...I'M GONNA ALL THIS WITH FULL POWER!!! PISSED OFF WITH MYSELF!!! EVERYBODY'S CHANGING....I'M GONNA CHANGE TOO!!!! MUAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!!!
Ok enough of being mad...I'm Very Happy Today! You Know Why? Because I WATCHED BLEACH EPISODE 50!!! THAT EPISODE JUST MADE MY DAY!!! I Watched like...five times? AND STILL LAUGH!!! I took some pictures of that episode using my camera phone! Thats the best episode ever for me! And I read some jap songs lyrics which is very fun! It's like a hobby to me now! I love the meanings...especially meanings that describes my mood and my life and most importantly....my feelings. haha i shall make a point to have a jap phrase in every post i wrote! ok this shall be the first post to have this jap phrase thingy...every post different one!!! so interesting...haha...here i go!
nido to ano hi wa modorenai=)
kimi ni wa mou aenai
omoi shirasare kodoku no umi de
oro ka sugiru genwa ku ni no mareta
ai da to shinjite
2:22 PM
Poem
One Grows From the Flesh That Does from within
A Constant Evolve, A Constantly Thing
If we’re Lucky We Then Make it to 5
This Noise Of Childhood Has Timed Us To Thrive
Our Noises and Names, And Faces Of Place
Last In Our Mind For The Rest Of These Days
At 9 We Come Calmer, but Focused as Most
For The Toys Of Our Shelves Are What We Love Most
These
At 12 We All Wish Life Was Merely A Dream
It is The Age that We Reach That Makes Means To The Ends
But This All Depends On Insignificant Friends
They Are Your Rule, They Are Your Air
You Appease Them Somemore for The Concern Of Their Cares
For A One To Submit To The Pressures So Peer
Why Would One Want To Live With These Fears
Ah, To Be Peerless is Truly An Arrogant Gain
You Sacrifice Friends And Yourself Still Remains
Hardly Deluded, Hardly Said Sane
It Makes Us All Smarter And Closer To Graves
I'm Just Bored. HAHA.
6:32 AM
Monday, September 19, 2005
Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
oh oh
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Just Feel Like Reading What Song Is Saying. =)
1:35 AM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
MONDAY BLUES!!!!

And I Found This Picture Quite Interesting(Please Click On The Image To See The Words Clearly). And I Found Out That It's True...It's True...It's Damnn True!
Anyway...WHAT FUCK MAN!!! I suppose to be in school now...And NOOooo...I'm Sitting Here Typing Useless Shit. I Wanted To Go School Today But Unfortunately my handphone is just beside me. You guys must be wondering what the fuck issit gonna to do with not going to school right? OF FUCKING COURSE IT GOT TO WITH ME NOT GOING SCHOOL! You See...I use my handphone as my alarm clock and this morning when it's beside me, when it just starting ringing i just off it and went back to sleep...I SERIOUSLY DON WAN TO SLEEP BACK BUT SOME MIND CONTROLING CREATURE IS CONTROLLING ME!!! When I Woke Up...I was like FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!! Lesson Learnt...I should fucking put my handphone far far away from me and make it difficult for me to fucking take it but don make it almost impossible to take la...i'll get pissed off and when i manage to get it i'll smash the fucking thing and then i'll really wake up and cry. Anyway I Had This Weird long ass dream...but i just remembered Some..... i'm swimming in this big big pool with my clothes on...don ask me why...it's a fuckin dream. AND I WAS HOLDING ON TO MY HANDPHONE AND MY IPOD MINI!!! THEN BOTH OF THEM KANA WATER...AHHHHHHHHHHH....I So scared that i went to apply swimming lessons for my ipod and my handphone liao. ok...continue the dream...Then i give it to my dad to help me repair...then i donno why i sit on the floor see alot of people walk past...i'm like a beggar like that but no body throw money to me...maybe in dreamworld people very stingy...then my dad open everything in my ipod and handphone...i got so pissed until i woke up. ahahahaha....stupid dreams...if i don go school today...i can save money!!! wooohoooo! haha...i bet my ass and my dick that my ite frenz will wan me to play dota today! i know them too fuckin well. ahahha...
Ok about yesterday, wah lau...like everybody forgot it is moonfestival...i ask them what they gonna do today either they say "Nothing Lor...see moon and eat mooncake lor"(like Watching Moon Shitting then u eat it's shit) Or "I See Moon Then I PCC" LOL...Aiya Everybody no more festive mood liao...all treat like no festival like that...so boring....then i call Jon out to walk around chinatown and chat la...haha...it's always very funny with him because we will say super disgusting things and laugh among ourselves...ahahaha...Then he came over my house to watch naruto then he go home liao...then i very sian....haha...Then I Watch Bleach...then chat with my frenz...then sleep...so boring hor. Today Maybe Later Gonna Dota In Chinatown...ahahaha...My Dota Mission is always to do lame thing in there and KILL GWEE CHIA QING...haha...Once I Can Thrash Gwee Chia Qing...I Can Stop Playing liao...ahahhahaha. THAT DAY SHALL COME...AND I SHALL RULE DOTA.
2:15 PM
Friday, September 16, 2005
Fucking Broke
Anyway Next Saturday I Will Have This Class Gathering And We Are Eating STEAMBOAT AGAIN....So Fucking Boring...I Wish More English Speaking Dudes Will Come...I Don Wan All Those Typical Chinese Speaking Fuckers....I Don Wan To Mention Names Wait All Come Call Their Gang Come Whack Me. Nevermind I'll Try To Make That Outing A Happy and Fun One Because It's My Buddy's Birthday! Chia Jian Hui.... My Best Bro's Surname Also Chia...hahaha...So ya... Lets Wish I'll Dota Less And Eat Less Because All My Muscles Slowly Gone Liao...haha...time to gym! Next WEEK...It's Always Tomorrow...Next Week...next Month...Next Year....THEN NS!! FUCKED.
10:18 PM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Hey I'm Back!
9:28 PM