Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Things Dont Always Go The Way You Want Them To Be.
jdfgbiodhobdjfoibjw....why me? ahhhhhhhh.......wad a great start. Crap.
Why Cant Things Just Go My Way For Once? After i finish my N's, things start to fuck on me, In other words life became more fucked up. It Got Worst when i went into ite. My Mum kinda have this thinking that ite is "Is The End" thanks for the fucked up singapore gay ass motherfucking show, fucked up mediacorp...more like "meet the crap"...ok i'm my jokes are lame...i just wanna insult it, i have no mood for jokes... Anyway My Mum keep comparing this guy, that guy, this girl, that girl who are all better than me...Charls: "You Go Be Their Mother Lah!" after all the crap my mum throw at me, i just swept all that crap down. She Always Told me to study but there's really nothing to study! i always get 90% or 95% correct of all my test...i cant get 100% due to the fucked up teacher who give GENERAL KNOWLEDGE as a question in the test, fuck him ok...general knowledge my ass...U Know wads GENERAL KNOWLEDGE? ME KICKING YOUR ASS... Haiz...i love my mum but...she has became a old naggy granny like my current granny(friends that know me well, u notice that i never talk about my grandparents before...) I love everybody in my family...actually i dont really hate anybody currently accept MY DARLING SISTER...lol... my enemy for life... My Mum has been very down and very sad...becos of that sometimes i feel really down too...sometimes u see me very down when i go out with u, most of the time(70%) is because of my mum. My Mum kinda sad about me going to ITE...she really wants me to go on and take O's...i already told her that i cant make it for sure, i'll end up in ite in the end(double ite) but she just doesnt believe that i cant make it because i always pass every year...btw it's all border line passes. She wants me to try...i didnt want to because i think it's just the waste of time. I Hate to study, i hate stress, i hate textbooks(i kinda like to read story books but my english still sucks) So I discuss with my dad who understands more about my current situation...he's not a very understanding person tho. My Mum Was Unhappy about it till now...i need more time to prove her wrong...i need to go poly...NY Poly...Full Time Student...One Of My Greatest Wish.
Sometime When I'm Happy, I'm crazy And when i'm down, I'm really down. u can see the change easily. So This Post is very different from the first few... This is...the sad me...not very sad yet but it's sad enough.
Another thing is shall post about. Fuck Girls...not as in really fuck girls...wad i meant was i dont give a fuck about searching for girls anymore...i shall stop being as desperate as i was before. Don Worry I'm Not Gay. I Hate Gays. So as u can see i have no friends that are gay. i just stop being a despo. Just To My Computer and search for SOME STUFF and finish the job...no need girls...my com shall do the job. If u wanna think that i'm actually fucking my com then u're a sick person.
My Computer has been Lagging nowadays...i desprately need to re-format my com and get a new internet connection and get another new drive. My Computer has been my "wife" for years...haha...now that "she's" infected with some "disease" now she's not working like before anymore. Really sad about it...
There's still alot of shit...don really bitch much about it here...thats it for today i think.
sad.
Why Cant Things Just Go My Way For Once? After i finish my N's, things start to fuck on me, In other words life became more fucked up. It Got Worst when i went into ite. My Mum kinda have this thinking that ite is "Is The End" thanks for the fucked up singapore gay ass motherfucking show, fucked up mediacorp...more like "meet the crap"...ok i'm my jokes are lame...i just wanna insult it, i have no mood for jokes... Anyway My Mum keep comparing this guy, that guy, this girl, that girl who are all better than me...Charls: "You Go Be Their Mother Lah!" after all the crap my mum throw at me, i just swept all that crap down. She Always Told me to study but there's really nothing to study! i always get 90% or 95% correct of all my test...i cant get 100% due to the fucked up teacher who give GENERAL KNOWLEDGE as a question in the test, fuck him ok...general knowledge my ass...U Know wads GENERAL KNOWLEDGE? ME KICKING YOUR ASS... Haiz...i love my mum but...she has became a old naggy granny like my current granny(friends that know me well, u notice that i never talk about my grandparents before...) I love everybody in my family...actually i dont really hate anybody currently accept MY DARLING SISTER...lol... my enemy for life... My Mum has been very down and very sad...becos of that sometimes i feel really down too...sometimes u see me very down when i go out with u, most of the time(70%) is because of my mum. My Mum kinda sad about me going to ITE...she really wants me to go on and take O's...i already told her that i cant make it for sure, i'll end up in ite in the end(double ite) but she just doesnt believe that i cant make it because i always pass every year...btw it's all border line passes. She wants me to try...i didnt want to because i think it's just the waste of time. I Hate to study, i hate stress, i hate textbooks(i kinda like to read story books but my english still sucks) So I discuss with my dad who understands more about my current situation...he's not a very understanding person tho. My Mum Was Unhappy about it till now...i need more time to prove her wrong...i need to go poly...NY Poly...Full Time Student...One Of My Greatest Wish.
Sometime When I'm Happy, I'm crazy And when i'm down, I'm really down. u can see the change easily. So This Post is very different from the first few... This is...the sad me...not very sad yet but it's sad enough.
Another thing is shall post about. Fuck Girls...not as in really fuck girls...wad i meant was i dont give a fuck about searching for girls anymore...i shall stop being as desperate as i was before. Don Worry I'm Not Gay. I Hate Gays. So as u can see i have no friends that are gay. i just stop being a despo. Just To My Computer and search for SOME STUFF and finish the job...no need girls...my com shall do the job. If u wanna think that i'm actually fucking my com then u're a sick person.
My Computer has been Lagging nowadays...i desprately need to re-format my com and get a new internet connection and get another new drive. My Computer has been my "wife" for years...haha...now that "she's" infected with some "disease" now she's not working like before anymore. Really sad about it...
There's still alot of shit...don really bitch much about it here...thats it for today i think.
sad.
1:12 AM
