Thursday, July 05, 2007
lost hopes
Well, once again nothing went right but just that this time(for those that don wan to hear me whine please scroll to the very end.)Everything didnt went as bad as i thought....IT WENT WORST. omg la, i just wish all this is just a bad dream or i'm just in this long ass coma and waiting to wake up so someone plz wake me up. Oh god...why does things need to be this fucked up, it's like i just to pang sai and i end up causing the nations to declare war with each other and ALL the neuclear bombs or wadever bombs all launched everywhere so indirectly just because i pang sai it caused the world to end. fuccked up. Why cant i just pang my sai peacefully without any thing happening...cant world just freezes and let me enjoy that orgasm for a moment? Why must they force me to cut my shit half and have shit all over my ass then tell me do this and that. bullshit.
I reallly wish all this would end real quick. This couldnt drag anymore. By this month, i'll give it this final month. guys give me power. Power to kill everyone in my camp and destroy it. Osama if u're reading this, plz for heaven sake do something good and bomG seletar camp. one thing to remember, YOU MUST WALK AROUND 3KM FROM THE BUS STOP TO MY CAMP SO I SUGGEST U TAKE A TAXI BEFORE U BOMG THE WRONG PLACE.
oh god, is this the life u planned for me?
Please tell me that all this is just to let me know how's the worst is like so that i'm able to enjoy and appreciate wad i have later.
no one really knows how lonely i am.
no one knows how sad and dark when i'm in camp.
it is because i always talk to no one.
no one is a good listener.
Only i can see no one.
I Love No One.
Thank you No One.
Thank fucking you, I'm hating this.
oh god how emo can i be.
don you think it's wasting time reading all this?
i'm writing all this just because just because...
just because i wish.
i wish...
my wishes never come true before so no point saying it.
I reallly wish all this would end real quick. This couldnt drag anymore. By this month, i'll give it this final month. guys give me power. Power to kill everyone in my camp and destroy it. Osama if u're reading this, plz for heaven sake do something good and bomG seletar camp. one thing to remember, YOU MUST WALK AROUND 3KM FROM THE BUS STOP TO MY CAMP SO I SUGGEST U TAKE A TAXI BEFORE U BOMG THE WRONG PLACE.
oh god, is this the life u planned for me?
Please tell me that all this is just to let me know how's the worst is like so that i'm able to enjoy and appreciate wad i have later.
no one really knows how lonely i am.
no one knows how sad and dark when i'm in camp.
it is because i always talk to no one.
no one is a good listener.
Only i can see no one.
I Love No One.
Thank you No One.
Thank fucking you, I'm hating this.
oh god how emo can i be.
don you think it's wasting time reading all this?
i'm writing all this just because just because...
just because i wish.
i wish...
my wishes never come true before so no point saying it.
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