Friday, April 20, 2007
Stupid Dumb Shit
I seriously dont know what the fuck is wrong with me.
Maybe i'm just too bored or want to have the feeling of escape or want to experience new stuff.
Whatever Reasons, I'm being so freaking dumb to escape from my camp.
I Seriously don't know WHAT got into me to go out of that camp.
I even thought that i'm possessed or some shit like that.
It's That Regretting and Stupid.
Fuck Man, i saw so many signs that told me not to do it but...somehow things really got abit too perfect for me to escape then fucked. I'm fucked big time now.
On Monday i shall post again, Wishing it's just afew Extras.
WISHHHINGGG
If It's only afew extras then i swear to everything i got that i wont do anything stupid or risky in army ever again, No Matter wad.
Actually this week's not bad...i just made it damn horrible within one day.
FUCK LA. I THINK I'M TOO BORED AND START DOING DUMB SHIT LIKE THIS LAH.
I gonna throw myself into addiction in some RPG games again. That would occupy me for quite some time. It's the "GAMES IS MY LIFE AND GIRLS ARE JUST DECORATIONS IN THIS WORLD, THEY JUST THERE TO MAKE THE WHOLE PLACE LOOK NICE, THEY WOULDNT TALK TO YOU" Mode. That Mode...wont get me into any troubles...maybe some small ones like i play until my eyes explode and my brains transform in a T-rex and eat up the rest of my body. Yup Thats Just a Tiny Winy LiL Problem. DANNNY! HAVE A NICE DAY AND WEEK AND MONTH AND YEAR CAN??? NO MORE TROUBLES!
Maybe i'm just too bored or want to have the feeling of escape or want to experience new stuff.
Whatever Reasons, I'm being so freaking dumb to escape from my camp.
I Seriously don't know WHAT got into me to go out of that camp.
I even thought that i'm possessed or some shit like that.
It's That Regretting and Stupid.
Fuck Man, i saw so many signs that told me not to do it but...somehow things really got abit too perfect for me to escape then fucked. I'm fucked big time now.
On Monday i shall post again, Wishing it's just afew Extras.
WISHHHINGGG
If It's only afew extras then i swear to everything i got that i wont do anything stupid or risky in army ever again, No Matter wad.
Actually this week's not bad...i just made it damn horrible within one day.
FUCK LA. I THINK I'M TOO BORED AND START DOING DUMB SHIT LIKE THIS LAH.
I gonna throw myself into addiction in some RPG games again. That would occupy me for quite some time. It's the "GAMES IS MY LIFE AND GIRLS ARE JUST DECORATIONS IN THIS WORLD, THEY JUST THERE TO MAKE THE WHOLE PLACE LOOK NICE, THEY WOULDNT TALK TO YOU" Mode. That Mode...wont get me into any troubles...maybe some small ones like i play until my eyes explode and my brains transform in a T-rex and eat up the rest of my body. Yup Thats Just a Tiny Winy LiL Problem. DANNNY! HAVE A NICE DAY AND WEEK AND MONTH AND YEAR CAN??? NO MORE TROUBLES!
10:29 PM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Hell Days
At Fucking Last, My Driving Course Have Finished.
Recently Have Been Staying Out Which means i'm not staying overnight in the dumb camp.
I know I know...I Havent been updating for a Month or so already, It's Because i have no time for blogging and surfing the net when i'm in the course.
Every weekend i only want to spend time rolling and sleeping on my bed with AIR CON AND NOT A BLOODY CEILING FAN WITH A SPEED OF 1mm PER HOUR. And also to spend time with my mum, although we're watching tv and eating and there's not much talking, i still feel so wonderful being around with her.
The Sound Of her Stirring her cup of coffee when her spoon hits the cup, it has a wonderful rhythm.Sound Of her cooking stuff, chopping stuff, swearing at the neighbour who doesnt know how to dry their fucking clothes before they hang them out, all those rhythms...i can remember them for life.
And then Of Course going out with my frenz.
thats about it that i do on my weekends, anyway it's only 30 hours for me before i go back to camp.
The Bunks In Camp are super Disgusting, I bathe like 2-3 times a Day(morning 1 time and night 2 times). The Bunks sometime have insects flying around and invade my bed. The Worst thing is I accidently Squashedddd them and leave a Wonderful Bloody Mess which look like an alien's Cum which i never see before but i think they look like that...i think...i hope...ok fuck you all. Anyway Bunks in Camps EXCEPT TEKONG which is so wonderful, are fucking shitty and dirty.
I had a very very emo days when staying over there every single day. Being a Anti-social Weird Guy Who Always Hiding at one Corner to Emo my brains out. I Really sooooo sad that i need to write down things that have happened today, because i have no one to talk to about it over there. Writing a diary and reading it sounds kinda dumb but i did it. But I'm not Dumb, It's the person who says that it sounds dumb is dumb...thats also me...OK SCREW YOU!!!
Well now i gonna post all my entries that i have written on a salted-veg exercise book. But there is not much Entries i had, i only write when i'm really is feeling down Happy Reading...And Oh yeah, About the song that is playing now which is also interrupting your song that u were listening to, It's the song That i try to console myself every morning during the bustrip to the driving camp.
Have a Nice Day.
5/3/07, I Thought This Day Would Never Come.
A Day Which is So Sad, So Lonely and So Frustrating that i need to write this rubbish in this crappy book. I really thought my day would be a good one because i started driving with a very nice new instructor, as my previous instructor went for reservice( THANK GOD). He could chat and point out my mistakes at the same time. Quite a Pleasant conversation for the very first time when driving in this course. Then I went to parking, this is where my day crumbles. I don't know why suddenly my parking has become from bad to worst. Then Whats Worst is, People there, they was like laughing and insulting, super discouraging lor and i got worst and worst. I Know i'm abit slow in learning at times and did alot of mistakes but i totally dont derserve all this. No one was actually teaching me, even the instructor for PARKING. He was most of the time shouting and scolding. I was abit down after that session then I went for assesment, things got worst, the old smelly dickhead already wanted to fail me at the very beginning when i start the vehicle. He's a Fucked up Piece of Shit. Said all the Discouraging stuff, Chee bye la, i was looking out for a big truck to crash with...most preferably more to his side. Well, actually i'm kinda use to those insults and stuff but the very thing that really brings me down is,
I thought Today Was Gonna be Good.
8/3/07, Here I Am Again.
Writing Lots of Crap again. Yesterday was really slack and kinda enjoying. There was no public road driving or parking of vehicles. It was just like a funfair or theme park. There are stations like stalls in a theme park. One of the best day i had in this course probably. today was abit fucked up. We had crosscountry(uneven+hilly roads) and camoflaging the vehicle and night driving. Fucked up. Just a summary of today, I was sweating like crazy, tired,smelly and HORNY. I NEED A GIRL!!! Anyway, as usual i was fucked afew times(scolded la, not getting my ass fucked la). Then wads worst, THERE IS NO BUS RIDES. In other words, there's no time for me to date my ipod. And My ipod was under the sun the whole time. I was worrying for my ipod the whole time LA! Therefore i decided not to bring her along and rest her in my cardboard, no more sun or shocks because i'm having crosscountry again tml. Just wishing that tml will pass fast and weekends will last. I'm always waiting and looking forward to the Weekends. Real Bad. T_T
20/3/07, Cast Away.
As the day passes, more and more people have passed. In other words, lesser people are staying here. Well, this kind of psychology of forcing people to pass is really working. It was first 46 people staying together and every thing we do we must queue and it would be crowded and noisy. All these doesnt last for long, only after a month or two we left with 19 people living in blk205 4th floor 5 bunks for 19 people. Imagine how empty is the bunks. Well, I'm not very attached to this bunch of people so i don't really mind much. Just abit weird having so few people around. My bunk has only 2 guys left. Me and other guy. In this course so far, I have learnt some stuff about myself and of course driving itself, I have become stronger mentally, there are some people that i can never mix with because they irritate the fuck out of me. When i start being anti-social, somehow people really thinks that I am Gay. I guess it is because some of them came to borrow my hp to call or sms then they saw someone called "Brat Pitt's Gay"...THATS JON! I'm just too lazy to change back after Chak Did thopse changes. I also found out that i'm abit SLOW in learning and stuff. Now I Only wish to get out of here as soon as possible. I Really hate this kind of lowdown life. I'm Emo almost everyday, Scolded like a dog, anti-social everyday and also praying for smses or calls to talk to someone. pathetic. Thank God I have my Ipod around to calm me down and my ipod is always there for me when i'm really down(It's dying sooon T.T). Even i Finish this damn course, I have new things to worry about... Things like which camp i'm posted to? Issit fucked up? I'm only limited to EAST camps which all of those camps are Stay In Camps. I can't stay in because it would only make me a very sad, emo person. AND even if i'm staying out, I'll be travelling for like an hour or two. You all may think all these are just minor stuff, why is danny complaining so much for? Reason is...Minor Stuff Will always add up and become a Major problem which end up a sad lonely patheic emo Danny.
27/3/07, Shocking day.
This Day was damn unexpected, so unexpected that I didnt write yesterday because I wanted write about my "Last Day" Of staying in then i thought of just writing about the Day that I Passed On My Blog Directly when i get home. Well, the Sad Truth is I failed again. Was It My Luck? Or Was it My Driving that is really bad? *sigh* It's Just not My Day Yet. but Now My bunk Left Just ME. No more chatting to anyone else. Just me and my ipod. A Whole Bunk of 10 beds, Only two occupied, one for my ipod...no la i combine beds. No Mood for anything until i pass my dumb Driving Test. Now I Understand what they meant when they say being drivers in SAF, One of the toughest part is finishing the course and not getting into accidents. Well, it's one of my most disappointing day and probably the saddest day of my army life.
27/3/07, The day that sucks so bad. As Emo as i get, this is gonna be a long night. Lots of thinking and wishes made but will it really come true? i cant continue to write anymore. My brains just keep stoning. Fuck. God Help me. Anyone Please.
28/4/07, THE FUCKING LAST DAY
Tomorrow's My TP, probably my last one I hope. Reaalllllllllly wish to pass this time time. I Don't want to fail...no i dont...nono. I Cannot make failure happen again! Gonna give everything i got!!! Well, not gonna say much! Not gonna sleep at my own bunk because i want to have enough sleep instead of thinking and imaging stuff....
I MUST PASSSSSS TOMORRROWW!!!!!
YES I WILL PASS!!
YES I WILL!
29/4/07, FINALLY THE ROCK HAS PASSED THE FREAKINNN DRIVING TESTT!
IF YOU SMELALALAALLALLALALAALAAA, WHAT THE ROCK IS COOOKIN!!!!
Yeah I motherfuckin passed the cheebye test by a strict tester. I feel like i'm the best driver in the whole world. Finally Bitch. Gonna jump around the camp naked now. Ciao~!
Yeah, thats my days in my course. Pretty A Long Post huh... Gonna do Another Post About This lousy week i had. Thats All Folks.
Recently Have Been Staying Out Which means i'm not staying overnight in the dumb camp.
I know I know...I Havent been updating for a Month or so already, It's Because i have no time for blogging and surfing the net when i'm in the course.
Every weekend i only want to spend time rolling and sleeping on my bed with AIR CON AND NOT A BLOODY CEILING FAN WITH A SPEED OF 1mm PER HOUR. And also to spend time with my mum, although we're watching tv and eating and there's not much talking, i still feel so wonderful being around with her.
The Sound Of her Stirring her cup of coffee when her spoon hits the cup, it has a wonderful rhythm.Sound Of her cooking stuff, chopping stuff, swearing at the neighbour who doesnt know how to dry their fucking clothes before they hang them out, all those rhythms...i can remember them for life.
And then Of Course going out with my frenz.
thats about it that i do on my weekends, anyway it's only 30 hours for me before i go back to camp.
The Bunks In Camp are super Disgusting, I bathe like 2-3 times a Day(morning 1 time and night 2 times). The Bunks sometime have insects flying around and invade my bed. The Worst thing is I accidently Squashedddd them and leave a Wonderful Bloody Mess which look like an alien's Cum which i never see before but i think they look like that...i think...i hope...ok fuck you all. Anyway Bunks in Camps EXCEPT TEKONG which is so wonderful, are fucking shitty and dirty.
I had a very very emo days when staying over there every single day. Being a Anti-social Weird Guy Who Always Hiding at one Corner to Emo my brains out. I Really sooooo sad that i need to write down things that have happened today, because i have no one to talk to about it over there. Writing a diary and reading it sounds kinda dumb but i did it. But I'm not Dumb, It's the person who says that it sounds dumb is dumb...thats also me...OK SCREW YOU!!!
Well now i gonna post all my entries that i have written on a salted-veg exercise book. But there is not much Entries i had, i only write when i'm really is feeling down Happy Reading...And Oh yeah, About the song that is playing now which is also interrupting your song that u were listening to, It's the song That i try to console myself every morning during the bustrip to the driving camp.
Have a Nice Day.
5/3/07, I Thought This Day Would Never Come.
A Day Which is So Sad, So Lonely and So Frustrating that i need to write this rubbish in this crappy book. I really thought my day would be a good one because i started driving with a very nice new instructor, as my previous instructor went for reservice( THANK GOD). He could chat and point out my mistakes at the same time. Quite a Pleasant conversation for the very first time when driving in this course. Then I went to parking, this is where my day crumbles. I don't know why suddenly my parking has become from bad to worst. Then Whats Worst is, People there, they was like laughing and insulting, super discouraging lor and i got worst and worst. I Know i'm abit slow in learning at times and did alot of mistakes but i totally dont derserve all this. No one was actually teaching me, even the instructor for PARKING. He was most of the time shouting and scolding. I was abit down after that session then I went for assesment, things got worst, the old smelly dickhead already wanted to fail me at the very beginning when i start the vehicle. He's a Fucked up Piece of Shit. Said all the Discouraging stuff, Chee bye la, i was looking out for a big truck to crash with...most preferably more to his side. Well, actually i'm kinda use to those insults and stuff but the very thing that really brings me down is,
I thought Today Was Gonna be Good.
8/3/07, Here I Am Again.
Writing Lots of Crap again. Yesterday was really slack and kinda enjoying. There was no public road driving or parking of vehicles. It was just like a funfair or theme park. There are stations like stalls in a theme park. One of the best day i had in this course probably. today was abit fucked up. We had crosscountry(uneven+hilly roads) and camoflaging the vehicle and night driving. Fucked up. Just a summary of today, I was sweating like crazy, tired,smelly and HORNY. I NEED A GIRL!!! Anyway, as usual i was fucked afew times(scolded la, not getting my ass fucked la). Then wads worst, THERE IS NO BUS RIDES. In other words, there's no time for me to date my ipod. And My ipod was under the sun the whole time. I was worrying for my ipod the whole time LA! Therefore i decided not to bring her along and rest her in my cardboard, no more sun or shocks because i'm having crosscountry again tml. Just wishing that tml will pass fast and weekends will last. I'm always waiting and looking forward to the Weekends. Real Bad. T_T
20/3/07, Cast Away.
As the day passes, more and more people have passed. In other words, lesser people are staying here. Well, this kind of psychology of forcing people to pass is really working. It was first 46 people staying together and every thing we do we must queue and it would be crowded and noisy. All these doesnt last for long, only after a month or two we left with 19 people living in blk205 4th floor 5 bunks for 19 people. Imagine how empty is the bunks. Well, I'm not very attached to this bunch of people so i don't really mind much. Just abit weird having so few people around. My bunk has only 2 guys left. Me and other guy. In this course so far, I have learnt some stuff about myself and of course driving itself, I have become stronger mentally, there are some people that i can never mix with because they irritate the fuck out of me. When i start being anti-social, somehow people really thinks that I am Gay. I guess it is because some of them came to borrow my hp to call or sms then they saw someone called "Brat Pitt's Gay"...THATS JON! I'm just too lazy to change back after Chak Did thopse changes. I also found out that i'm abit SLOW in learning and stuff. Now I Only wish to get out of here as soon as possible. I Really hate this kind of lowdown life. I'm Emo almost everyday, Scolded like a dog, anti-social everyday and also praying for smses or calls to talk to someone. pathetic. Thank God I have my Ipod around to calm me down and my ipod is always there for me when i'm really down(It's dying sooon T.T). Even i Finish this damn course, I have new things to worry about... Things like which camp i'm posted to? Issit fucked up? I'm only limited to EAST camps which all of those camps are Stay In Camps. I can't stay in because it would only make me a very sad, emo person. AND even if i'm staying out, I'll be travelling for like an hour or two. You all may think all these are just minor stuff, why is danny complaining so much for? Reason is...Minor Stuff Will always add up and become a Major problem which end up a sad lonely patheic emo Danny.
27/3/07, Shocking day.
This Day was damn unexpected, so unexpected that I didnt write yesterday because I wanted write about my "Last Day" Of staying in then i thought of just writing about the Day that I Passed On My Blog Directly when i get home. Well, the Sad Truth is I failed again. Was It My Luck? Or Was it My Driving that is really bad? *sigh* It's Just not My Day Yet. but Now My bunk Left Just ME. No more chatting to anyone else. Just me and my ipod. A Whole Bunk of 10 beds, Only two occupied, one for my ipod...no la i combine beds. No Mood for anything until i pass my dumb Driving Test. Now I Understand what they meant when they say being drivers in SAF, One of the toughest part is finishing the course and not getting into accidents. Well, it's one of my most disappointing day and probably the saddest day of my army life.
27/3/07, The day that sucks so bad. As Emo as i get, this is gonna be a long night. Lots of thinking and wishes made but will it really come true? i cant continue to write anymore. My brains just keep stoning. Fuck. God Help me. Anyone Please.
28/4/07, THE FUCKING LAST DAY
Tomorrow's My TP, probably my last one I hope. Reaalllllllllly wish to pass this time time. I Don't want to fail...no i dont...nono. I Cannot make failure happen again! Gonna give everything i got!!! Well, not gonna say much! Not gonna sleep at my own bunk because i want to have enough sleep instead of thinking and imaging stuff....
I MUST PASSSSSS TOMORRROWW!!!!!
YES I WILL PASS!!
YES I WILL!
29/4/07, FINALLY THE ROCK HAS PASSED THE FREAKINNN DRIVING TESTT!
IF YOU SMELALALAALLALLALALAALAAA, WHAT THE ROCK IS COOOKIN!!!!
Yeah I motherfuckin passed the cheebye test by a strict tester. I feel like i'm the best driver in the whole world. Finally Bitch. Gonna jump around the camp naked now. Ciao~!
Yeah, thats my days in my course. Pretty A Long Post huh... Gonna do Another Post About This lousy week i had. Thats All Folks.
6:06 AM
