Sunday, January 07, 2007
Happy Flying Purple Hippos
i have been thinking of wad title to put until i'm fucking pissed. So there u go Happy Flying Purple Hippos.
So many things happen since i last posted, happy ones...sad ones...sooo yea.
Not very happy though the title have "happy" stated there. i just wish sometimes things would work out my way. hmmm....being kinda emo when i'm at home so i'll try to go out but then no one to go out with and wan to appreciate the time staying in my room and most importantly accompanying my mum than going out alone and be emo with my pink ipod.
Come to think of it, it has been so long since i last blogged. My entry was abt when i just finished BMT... thats like afew months ago...ok lemme update myself abit. I was posted to RP(Regasijdiashudihuasd Police, dumbass name) which is freakin idiotic and boring. It's Like Security guard at the gate holding a dumbass gun standing there for 392847823642784232364782 hours. So as a Singapore Brave Courageous Soldier, i went OOC(Out Of Course) and then became SKW(Sai Kang Warrior) for a month or two. SKW was overall a not bad experience at least i get to book out everyday. suddenly, one day i finally got my second posting...then ironically i felt bad leaving that camp...i just got familiar with the camp, got to know afew friends, made my bunkbed so comfortable for myself, everything was so...hmmm just like how i felt when i'm leaving BMT but overall experience BMT was the best! Then first day going to the new camp...they called me to do sai kang again but it's in the office so I THOUGHT it's ok so i did everything the sirs told me to do then they fucking dragg me till 11pm! from MORNING! TILL 11PM! and it's not like i got alot of things to do! most of the time i was waiting for him to finish chatting with HIS FUCKING FRIENDS ON THE CHEEBYE PHONE. i got into the LAST TRAIN. THANK GOD I GOT THE LAST TRAIN. CHEEEE... Then i decided to get a TWO DAYS MC. Muahahhaa it worked for the first time... YAY! then on my second day of MC....a Miracle happened! Just wad i wanted for the first ever time in NS. I GOT INTO THE DRIVING COURSE LAST MINUTE! That means no more sai kang in the office!
Then went for it the following day, saw alot of malaysians and people from china AND ALOT MORE OF THOSE BROWN POOP LOOKING PEOPLE. I hate them all. Cant they accept that we hate them and never want to do anything or go near them? fucking hell. and my bunk SUAY SUAY have two of them and one VERY DARK GUY. i wish they will just die in some freak accident while driving in the public road. they spoil my bunk la. fuckin hell...it's like dead pixels on your PSP screen...fucking Irritating and destroying your fun and the PSP. Anyway it has been a week or so...booking out sat afternoon and booking in sunday night(2130)...so fucking idiotic. every week have only 24hrs or less than 24hrs of civilian life per week. ARGHHH. 20 March, i'll be finishing my darn course then life will be fun and easy......i hope. around 40 more days from now. OH GOD LET THIS 40 DAYS PASSBY AS FAST AS POSSIBLE.
In every bunk, there are 10 people sleeping in it.
Everyone will have a buddy.
My Bunk Have 9 people sleeping, there will be one guy without a buddy.
That One Guy is Me. =)
How Nice.
"Famous Last Words"
Now I know That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...
And I know
There's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...
So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say
I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
Sometimes Just Feel abit Lonely...
Quite Lonely....
Lonely....
Very.
So many things happen since i last posted, happy ones...sad ones...sooo yea.
Not very happy though the title have "happy" stated there. i just wish sometimes things would work out my way. hmmm....being kinda emo when i'm at home so i'll try to go out but then no one to go out with and wan to appreciate the time staying in my room and most importantly accompanying my mum than going out alone and be emo with my pink ipod.
Come to think of it, it has been so long since i last blogged. My entry was abt when i just finished BMT... thats like afew months ago...ok lemme update myself abit. I was posted to RP(Regasijdiashudihuasd Police, dumbass name) which is freakin idiotic and boring. It's Like Security guard at the gate holding a dumbass gun standing there for 392847823642784232364782 hours. So as a Singapore Brave Courageous Soldier, i went OOC(Out Of Course) and then became SKW(Sai Kang Warrior) for a month or two. SKW was overall a not bad experience at least i get to book out everyday. suddenly, one day i finally got my second posting...then ironically i felt bad leaving that camp...i just got familiar with the camp, got to know afew friends, made my bunkbed so comfortable for myself, everything was so...hmmm just like how i felt when i'm leaving BMT but overall experience BMT was the best! Then first day going to the new camp...they called me to do sai kang again but it's in the office so I THOUGHT it's ok so i did everything the sirs told me to do then they fucking dragg me till 11pm! from MORNING! TILL 11PM! and it's not like i got alot of things to do! most of the time i was waiting for him to finish chatting with HIS FUCKING FRIENDS ON THE CHEEBYE PHONE. i got into the LAST TRAIN. THANK GOD I GOT THE LAST TRAIN. CHEEEE... Then i decided to get a TWO DAYS MC. Muahahhaa it worked for the first time... YAY! then on my second day of MC....a Miracle happened! Just wad i wanted for the first ever time in NS. I GOT INTO THE DRIVING COURSE LAST MINUTE! That means no more sai kang in the office!
Then went for it the following day, saw alot of malaysians and people from china AND ALOT MORE OF THOSE BROWN POOP LOOKING PEOPLE. I hate them all. Cant they accept that we hate them and never want to do anything or go near them? fucking hell. and my bunk SUAY SUAY have two of them and one VERY DARK GUY. i wish they will just die in some freak accident while driving in the public road. they spoil my bunk la. fuckin hell...it's like dead pixels on your PSP screen...fucking Irritating and destroying your fun and the PSP. Anyway it has been a week or so...booking out sat afternoon and booking in sunday night(2130)...so fucking idiotic. every week have only 24hrs or less than 24hrs of civilian life per week. ARGHHH. 20 March, i'll be finishing my darn course then life will be fun and easy......i hope. around 40 more days from now. OH GOD LET THIS 40 DAYS PASSBY AS FAST AS POSSIBLE.
In every bunk, there are 10 people sleeping in it.
Everyone will have a buddy.
My Bunk Have 9 people sleeping, there will be one guy without a buddy.
That One Guy is Me. =)
How Nice.
"Famous Last Words"
Now I know That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...
And I know
There's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...
So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say
I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
Sometimes Just Feel abit Lonely...
Quite Lonely....
Lonely....
Very.
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