Friday, October 27, 2006
The Day Finally Has Come.
The Day that go into NS/Army.
The Feeling is so weird.
I feel excited and also......fuck it's a weird and fucked up feeling. Will Miss My Mum, My frenz and My Room. Although i knew alot of JC nerds that already is inside, told me their experiences but i'm still abit worried about going in. Worry about wad? lotsa things. Just wish that after i cut botak...i wan to be as happy-go-lucky as i was last time(i was botak last time) All My Problems and My Hair will be cut down and thrown away. Argh...i wanted to say so much stuff but i cant. First, i only can write a post properly when i'm ALONE but i'm not...my freakin dad KEEP ON pestering me. Fucking irritating...irritating me to death and also i don have much time left, got to pack check and saying goodbye to the things in my room. Holding them and using them before i go. Sounds Weird huh. Hahas. Cant say Anymore.
All Problems will be gone.
I Hope.
There's so much to say.
Yet Everything is Left Unsaid.
I Think I'm Somehow Still In Love...
The Day that go into NS/Army.
The Feeling is so weird.
I feel excited and also......fuck it's a weird and fucked up feeling. Will Miss My Mum, My frenz and My Room. Although i knew alot of JC nerds that already is inside, told me their experiences but i'm still abit worried about going in. Worry about wad? lotsa things. Just wish that after i cut botak...i wan to be as happy-go-lucky as i was last time(i was botak last time) All My Problems and My Hair will be cut down and thrown away. Argh...i wanted to say so much stuff but i cant. First, i only can write a post properly when i'm ALONE but i'm not...my freakin dad KEEP ON pestering me. Fucking irritating...irritating me to death and also i don have much time left, got to pack check and saying goodbye to the things in my room. Holding them and using them before i go. Sounds Weird huh. Hahas. Cant say Anymore.
All Problems will be gone.
I Hope.
There's so much to say.
Yet Everything is Left Unsaid.
I Think I'm Somehow Still In Love...
2:15 PM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
The Day Has CUM.
5:34 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
fuck it, fuck it all
Going NS in 10 days time.
Bday in 12 days time...lol...2 days after i'm in NS. wow.
I have so much in mind...
Well, what i think is best for me is to fuck it all and enjoy life for now until i go into Army!
fuck it all fuck it all fuck it all fuck it all fuck it all fuck it all fuck it all fuck it all fuck it all !!!!
ok i've made it sound like i have a breast cancer or something like that. ok now i should just spend more time with my Mum and my Good Friends! Before i tranformed into a botak and start learning how to wank quietly and with the least movement and WITHOUT PORN. fuckkkkk. It's like shitting with a cactus up your arse.
Anyway, NS is a good way for me to burn allllllllll those fats and pump up some muscles! I Don wan to be mistaken as a pregnant whale when i go swimming or put parking coupons on my forehead wherever i sit down. Well, NS could be fun! i could do bo liao things to people there where i cant normally do it in here.
Like, Shouting "I CHOOSE YOU PIKACHU" while throwing a grenade, Fart as Loud as you can in master parades Especially when everyone are standing quietly, write a suicidal note and write someone's name(preferably those you hate) and drop them near the officiers office, trade FHM magazines for night snacks, last but not least, whenever you cork up...give a innocent stare at your superior then smile and finish off with a cute pose.
WHO SAYS NS IS BORING AND WASTE OF TIME? LOL.
Just making myself happy.
Anyway for now just enjoy civilian life and have fun(with myself...LOL) then Most Importantly Listen to Dr Bombay Songs! Even The Tiger Took His Family still so happily Singing! His Songs are so Cutexzxzxzxzxz~! omfgwtfbbq... danny is so gay. HAHAS~
I'm Only gay to myself.
Since i have no one to fall in love with, i fell in love with myself and at the same time hate myself in some ways.
And I Need A Nice Tagboard that Actually LAST.
Most of them became some error in my blog...It's like a babe with a big juicy fat mole with LOTS of hair which you couldnt resist yourself from saying "molely molely molely molely molely" repeatedly. But I donno which brand or wadever it is called, is better. So Please do Introduce me to some nice long lasting non-lagging Tagboard.
Wow, I just noticed that it has been quite sometime that i have posted a post that doesnt have any sad emo stuff in it! God Please make me a Happier Man. Woman can Make me a Happier Man SOMEHOW...HMMM!
Man+BigBoobs+NiceAss= Very Happy Man
amen.
Bday in 12 days time...lol...2 days after i'm in NS. wow.
I have so much in mind...
Well, what i think is best for me is to fuck it all and enjoy life for now until i go into Army!
fuck it all fuck it all fuck it all fuck it all fuck it all fuck it all fuck it all fuck it all fuck it all !!!!
ok i've made it sound like i have a breast cancer or something like that. ok now i should just spend more time with my Mum and my Good Friends! Before i tranformed into a botak and start learning how to wank quietly and with the least movement and WITHOUT PORN. fuckkkkk. It's like shitting with a cactus up your arse.
Anyway, NS is a good way for me to burn allllllllll those fats and pump up some muscles! I Don wan to be mistaken as a pregnant whale when i go swimming or put parking coupons on my forehead wherever i sit down. Well, NS could be fun! i could do bo liao things to people there where i cant normally do it in here.
Like, Shouting "I CHOOSE YOU PIKACHU" while throwing a grenade, Fart as Loud as you can in master parades Especially when everyone are standing quietly, write a suicidal note and write someone's name(preferably those you hate) and drop them near the officiers office, trade FHM magazines for night snacks, last but not least, whenever you cork up...give a innocent stare at your superior then smile and finish off with a cute pose.
WHO SAYS NS IS BORING AND WASTE OF TIME? LOL.
Just making myself happy.
Anyway for now just enjoy civilian life and have fun(with myself...LOL) then Most Importantly Listen to Dr Bombay Songs! Even The Tiger Took His Family still so happily Singing! His Songs are so Cutexzxzxzxzxz~! omfgwtfbbq... danny is so gay. HAHAS~
I'm Only gay to myself.
Since i have no one to fall in love with, i fell in love with myself and at the same time hate myself in some ways.
And I Need A Nice Tagboard that Actually LAST.
Most of them became some error in my blog...It's like a babe with a big juicy fat mole with LOTS of hair which you couldnt resist yourself from saying "molely molely molely molely molely" repeatedly. But I donno which brand or wadever it is called, is better. So Please do Introduce me to some nice long lasting non-lagging Tagboard.
Wow, I just noticed that it has been quite sometime that i have posted a post that doesnt have any sad emo stuff in it! God Please make me a Happier Man. Woman can Make me a Happier Man SOMEHOW...HMMM!
Man+BigBoobs+NiceAss= Very Happy Man
amen.
11:37 AM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Wooot
Songs On My Blog!
BUTTDEE THANKS FOR YOUR KIND HELP!!
She Helped Me Patiently Even Thought I'm Super Newbie in This Kind Of Blog+Template stuff!
AND, I'm here to tell everybody that, i wont be drinking for quite Some Time Because i had a hangover a BAD one...headache,stomach ache, no appetite....etc. Well, The day starts like this, i woke up and online chat awhile untill..evening then jon picked me up to his house have dinner and then watch some DVDs and played some games then met seno and peter to drink. Ok...we at first went to took a look at bumble bee but we all found that it's outer look, look like crap, so we headed to The Cube, then the promotion's over so the drinks aint so cheap anymore SO seno suggested that since we are sooo budget, we should just drink the bottle of Smirnoff(Finally~) i Had at home. So i brought it down and we 3 sit down somewhere at china square with our Bottle of Smirnoff, Chips, 2 bottle of 7up and 3 guys with problems to spill. It was a very Nice experience...We Talked about Our Life, Girls, Future, Past, Problems...just everything under the Full Moon. Well...Most of the Bottle is finished by me and seno...peter just drank a cup with 90% 7up...lol...No Doubt Seno And I Love to get High. It's all Fun and Stuff...But This is the Catch, The Hangover would be really BAD for me(at least for me). Would like to have this kind of Night again BUT!!! Not Soon huh.....
Well, Seno and I Are doing some "Project" And IF it doesnt go our way.....i got some leftover money... my backup plan is to use all those money to drink till we both die. wad a great plan. Really Wish This Would Work Out Fine since so many things already not working out for me...LET THIS WORK OUT OK! DON BE SUCH A BITCH AND FUCK THIS UP FOR ME.
God always Make me play the cat and mouse game Then let me play the waiting game THEN let someone else win the game. __ LOL...Then Wait again. -.-
What a Tragedy.
Tragedy - Bee Gees
Here I lie
In a lost and lonely part of town
Held in timeIn a world of tears I slowly drown
Goinhome
I just cant take it all alone
I really should be holding you
Holding you
Loving you loving you
Tragedy
When the feelings gone and you cant go on
Its tragedy
When the morning cries and you dont know why
Its hard to bear
With no-one to love you youre
Goin nowhere
Tragedy
When you lose control and you got no soul
Its tragedy
When the morning cries and you dont know why
Its hard to bear
With no-one to love you youre
Goin nowhere
Night and day
Theres a burning down inside of me
Burning love
With a yearning that wont let me be
Down I go
And I just cant take it all alone
I really should be holding you
Holding you
Loving you loving you
Tragedy
When the feelings gone and you cant go on
Its tragedy
When the morning cries and you dont know why
Its hard to bear
With no-one to love you youre
Goin nowhere
Tragedy
When you lose control and you got no soulIts tragedy
When the morning cries and you dont know why
Its hard to bear
With no-one to love you youre
Goin nowhere
I Just Need Some Ice Cream and A Hug.
BUTTDEE THANKS FOR YOUR KIND HELP!!
She Helped Me Patiently Even Thought I'm Super Newbie in This Kind Of Blog+Template stuff!
AND, I'm here to tell everybody that, i wont be drinking for quite Some Time Because i had a hangover a BAD one...headache,stomach ache, no appetite....etc. Well, The day starts like this, i woke up and online chat awhile untill..evening then jon picked me up to his house have dinner and then watch some DVDs and played some games then met seno and peter to drink. Ok...we at first went to took a look at bumble bee but we all found that it's outer look, look like crap, so we headed to The Cube, then the promotion's over so the drinks aint so cheap anymore SO seno suggested that since we are sooo budget, we should just drink the bottle of Smirnoff(Finally~) i Had at home. So i brought it down and we 3 sit down somewhere at china square with our Bottle of Smirnoff, Chips, 2 bottle of 7up and 3 guys with problems to spill. It was a very Nice experience...We Talked about Our Life, Girls, Future, Past, Problems...just everything under the Full Moon. Well...Most of the Bottle is finished by me and seno...peter just drank a cup with 90% 7up...lol...No Doubt Seno And I Love to get High. It's all Fun and Stuff...But This is the Catch, The Hangover would be really BAD for me(at least for me). Would like to have this kind of Night again BUT!!! Not Soon huh.....
Well, Seno and I Are doing some "Project" And IF it doesnt go our way.....i got some leftover money... my backup plan is to use all those money to drink till we both die. wad a great plan. Really Wish This Would Work Out Fine since so many things already not working out for me...LET THIS WORK OUT OK! DON BE SUCH A BITCH AND FUCK THIS UP FOR ME.
God always Make me play the cat and mouse game Then let me play the waiting game THEN let someone else win the game. __ LOL...Then Wait again. -.-
What a Tragedy.
Tragedy - Bee Gees
Here I lie
In a lost and lonely part of town
Held in timeIn a world of tears I slowly drown
Goinhome
I just cant take it all alone
I really should be holding you
Holding you
Loving you loving you
Tragedy
When the feelings gone and you cant go on
Its tragedy
When the morning cries and you dont know why
Its hard to bear
With no-one to love you youre
Goin nowhere
Tragedy
When you lose control and you got no soul
Its tragedy
When the morning cries and you dont know why
Its hard to bear
With no-one to love you youre
Goin nowhere
Night and day
Theres a burning down inside of me
Burning love
With a yearning that wont let me be
Down I go
And I just cant take it all alone
I really should be holding you
Holding you
Loving you loving you
Tragedy
When the feelings gone and you cant go on
Its tragedy
When the morning cries and you dont know why
Its hard to bear
With no-one to love you youre
Goin nowhere
Tragedy
When you lose control and you got no soulIts tragedy
When the morning cries and you dont know why
Its hard to bear
With no-one to love you youre
Goin nowhere
I Just Need Some Ice Cream and A Hug.
2:28 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
My Days Are Numbered(Going to Army T.T)
Well, It's has been a long time since i have blogged...Either busy playing games/wanking OR Lazy cum Donno wad to Blog About.
Well, I've been spreading this around, I'm Going IN!In Where?NS LAHS!26 oct, 2 days before my bday.how great is that.celebrating with my Officiers and Some other Unknown botaks.-.-Anyway, i don really treat my birthday as my BIG DAY...it's just like any other days but then i get free lunch or dinner. Oh Well, Ready or Not, Botaks Here I Come!Ok that sounded damn gay.not those normal gay, it's those ass fucking gay or let-you-fuck-his-ass gay.
Lets Wish that pes C is as SLACK as i think. Well, If it's as slack as i think i probably try to work out as much as possible in my own pace since i'm so free. good time to exercise.If not slack then they make me exercise at their pace lor.
Enough of the NS shit.
I've been doing almost nothing after my ITE ended. No Steady Job. Forever Finding Jobs. Always Playing Games and Eat Eat Eat Until Like a Pregnant Hippo. Everybody have their plans and is working on it like, either they are in a poly studying(most of them finishing soon) OR already in NS and have selected a Uni they CAN and want to go. Well, basically I Wasted ANOTHER half a year of my Life. The First Half was finding a suitable ITE So I Keep Jumping Around. Everything's Just Fucked Up!
Anyway Halfway Writing This, I'm Also SMS-ing DYANNNNN(little miss snail) who my mum claimed that her name was like "He Yan" or "Honey", also known as DAVID's(Devi's) Sister. My Mum Got Everything Wrong So I was like Super Confused yesterday lahs...LOL...
Then This Morning Before I Blog Shee SMS MEEE! So Glad to Know that the Mysterious Girl is Actually Her...Hahas. Then I'm Already Home, She Already Flew to Shanghai... T.T So Sad Lahs. I Want to Have More Shopping and Fun With Her...LOL.
Met her in the morning after halfway writing this...Hahas. Went for a Quick Catch up(actually nothing much cause we do chat in msn) Then It's Shop Shop Shop! Well, Shopping With Girls Are Fun Becos it's a Rare and kinda new Experience for me. FUCK MAN I DON KNOW THE WAY AROUND ORCHARD AT ALL LAHS! I Must Go Orchard More Often So Next time I Can Bring DYANNNNN or Some Of My Relatives Around hereee...! Oh Ya She Wanted To Sell Some Lladro Stuff so we went to a internet cafe to sign up ebay but fail to do it(AHAHAHA DONNO POSTAL CODE) and Only found one of the name of the Lladro Figurines(AAHAHAHA). She Got Pissed And Trusted her friends on watching the miami vice, It's Not a movie u want to pay to watch ya know? Lots of talk and discuss except the last part Nice...=P Basically Had a Really Fun Day With DYANNN!!! Wished that she come to singapore More Often...hahahas. DYAN COME TO SINGAPORE MORE OFTEN OK! OK AR! OK! STEADY LIAO! (lol Anyhow Self Proclaim =D)
Then She Went Back to her auntie house and flew flew flew to shanghaiiii...=(
Then I went to have dinner with Jon, Borrowed Prison Break to Him!! I wanna spread the Joy of watching Prison Break Lahss! Anyway DYAN WATCH PRISON BREAK TOO!!!YAY!
Well, Another Nice Memories Added to My Brain...LOL...Soon I'll Leave My Brain at home and go to Army. Argh.
I Wished That...
Everyday is As Great as Today.
Well, I've been spreading this around, I'm Going IN!In Where?NS LAHS!26 oct, 2 days before my bday.how great is that.celebrating with my Officiers and Some other Unknown botaks.-.-Anyway, i don really treat my birthday as my BIG DAY...it's just like any other days but then i get free lunch or dinner. Oh Well, Ready or Not, Botaks Here I Come!Ok that sounded damn gay.not those normal gay, it's those ass fucking gay or let-you-fuck-his-ass gay.
Lets Wish that pes C is as SLACK as i think. Well, If it's as slack as i think i probably try to work out as much as possible in my own pace since i'm so free. good time to exercise.If not slack then they make me exercise at their pace lor.
Enough of the NS shit.
I've been doing almost nothing after my ITE ended. No Steady Job. Forever Finding Jobs. Always Playing Games and Eat Eat Eat Until Like a Pregnant Hippo. Everybody have their plans and is working on it like, either they are in a poly studying(most of them finishing soon) OR already in NS and have selected a Uni they CAN and want to go. Well, basically I Wasted ANOTHER half a year of my Life. The First Half was finding a suitable ITE So I Keep Jumping Around. Everything's Just Fucked Up!
Anyway Halfway Writing This, I'm Also SMS-ing DYANNNNN(little miss snail) who my mum claimed that her name was like "He Yan" or "Honey", also known as DAVID's(Devi's) Sister. My Mum Got Everything Wrong So I was like Super Confused yesterday lahs...LOL...
Then This Morning Before I Blog Shee SMS MEEE! So Glad to Know that the Mysterious Girl is Actually Her...Hahas. Then I'm Already Home, She Already Flew to Shanghai... T.T So Sad Lahs. I Want to Have More Shopping and Fun With Her...LOL.
Met her in the morning after halfway writing this...Hahas. Went for a Quick Catch up(actually nothing much cause we do chat in msn) Then It's Shop Shop Shop! Well, Shopping With Girls Are Fun Becos it's a Rare and kinda new Experience for me. FUCK MAN I DON KNOW THE WAY AROUND ORCHARD AT ALL LAHS! I Must Go Orchard More Often So Next time I Can Bring DYANNNNN or Some Of My Relatives Around hereee...! Oh Ya She Wanted To Sell Some Lladro Stuff so we went to a internet cafe to sign up ebay but fail to do it(AHAHAHA DONNO POSTAL CODE) and Only found one of the name of the Lladro Figurines(AAHAHAHA). She Got Pissed And Trusted her friends on watching the miami vice, It's Not a movie u want to pay to watch ya know? Lots of talk and discuss except the last part Nice...=P Basically Had a Really Fun Day With DYANNN!!! Wished that she come to singapore More Often...hahahas. DYAN COME TO SINGAPORE MORE OFTEN OK! OK AR! OK! STEADY LIAO! (lol Anyhow Self Proclaim =D)
Then She Went Back to her auntie house and flew flew flew to shanghaiiii...=(
Then I went to have dinner with Jon, Borrowed Prison Break to Him!! I wanna spread the Joy of watching Prison Break Lahss! Anyway DYAN WATCH PRISON BREAK TOO!!!YAY!
Well, Another Nice Memories Added to My Brain...LOL...Soon I'll Leave My Brain at home and go to Army. Argh.
I Wished That...
Everyday is As Great as Today.
10:36 AM
