Tuesday, August 08, 2006
The Worst.
People Say, Shit Happens huh...but this shit i'm having now is not any normal shit.
This is one of the lowest point in my life.
I felt as if i've been dragged by a horse when i walk alone.
Everytime i want to go out with someone, i always end up walking alone.
I felt as if i'm trying to vomit out a pine cone in my throat everytime i sigh.
Everytime I breathe, i felt as if i'm sighing.
Last Night I Was walking home alone
My Eyes look like it was closed from far
It Started Raining but i didnt care
The Wind So Strong, It's like Pushing me To Somewhere
The Raindrops Hit Me Like There's a intention to kill
Lightning strikes so near, as if it's aiming for me.
Well, i didnt care.
This is one of the lowest point in my life.
I felt as if i've been dragged by a horse when i walk alone.
Everytime i want to go out with someone, i always end up walking alone.
I felt as if i'm trying to vomit out a pine cone in my throat everytime i sigh.
Everytime I breathe, i felt as if i'm sighing.
When I thought of My Wallet and Com
I remember I Still Have My Phone and my Pink Ipod
oh fuck I just had my phone in my wet front pocket
i ran for shelter
i ran to somewhere enclosed
look at my phone
wipe the screen and unlocked the phone
Guess wad?
It's still ok with a few drops of water on it
but it shines like as if it is smiling and told me everything is ok.
The drops of water flow down my cheeks like it was tears from my eyes or was it?
I put on my back pocket that it seems the most dry
Ran Home without using my lungs
Almost got home and was sitting down at the steps
Remember the time i got my wallet at 39.95
I Save Up although i didnt had much
At that time if i can have three wishes
I would wish for My Wallet Back, My Com's Data back
And Wish That I Wouldnt Lose Anything again that belongs to mine
Pressed the Doorbell
But it was like nobody home.
Waited and Waited
My mum came to open the door
Oh I Forgot the time that passes to fast
It's already morning at 4.25
Went to Bathe
Switched to the Highest temperature and put it over my head
The Water flow down to my feet as the heat burning my skin
Is Like Washing all My Anger and Sadness away
Turning me Into a New Person
I Stood There for some time
Came Out and felt like a new man
Thought that everything will be fine.
IC
Ez-link
POSB Card,
This is one of the lowest point in my life.
I felt as if i've been dragged by a horse when i walk alone.
Everytime i want to go out with someone, i always end up walking alone.
I felt as if i'm trying to vomit out a pine cone in my throat everytime i sigh.
Everytime I breathe, i felt as if i'm sighing.
Last Night I Was walking home alone
My Eyes look like it was closed from far
It Started Raining but i didnt care
The Wind So Strong, It's like Pushing me To Somewhere
The Raindrops Hit Me Like There's a intention to kill
Lightning strikes so near, as if it's aiming for me.
Well, i didnt care.
This is one of the lowest point in my life.
I felt as if i've been dragged by a horse when i walk alone.
Everytime i want to go out with someone, i always end up walking alone.
I felt as if i'm trying to vomit out a pine cone in my throat everytime i sigh.
Everytime I breathe, i felt as if i'm sighing.
When I thought of My Wallet and Com
I remember I Still Have My Phone and my Pink Ipod
oh fuck I just had my phone in my wet front pocket
i ran for shelter
i ran to somewhere enclosed
look at my phone
wipe the screen and unlocked the phone
Guess wad?
It's still ok with a few drops of water on it
but it shines like as if it is smiling and told me everything is ok.
The drops of water flow down my cheeks like it was tears from my eyes or was it?
I put on my back pocket that it seems the most dry
Ran Home without using my lungs
Almost got home and was sitting down at the steps
Remember the time i got my wallet at 39.95
I Save Up although i didnt had much
At that time if i can have three wishes
I would wish for My Wallet Back, My Com's Data back
And Wish That I Wouldnt Lose Anything again that belongs to mine
Pressed the Doorbell
But it was like nobody home.
Waited and Waited
My mum came to open the door
Oh I Forgot the time that passes to fast
It's already morning at 4.25
Went to Bathe
Switched to the Highest temperature and put it over my head
The Water flow down to my feet as the heat burning my skin
Is Like Washing all My Anger and Sadness away
Turning me Into a New Person
I Stood There for some time
Came Out and felt like a new man
Thought that everything will be fine.
IC
Ez-link
POSB Card,
I can all make a new one.
Switched on My Tv and say to myself
"I lost my wallet, i cant go out much.
My Com's Under Repair for weeks maybe months, cant play.
Never Mind I still have a Shows to watch on my TV"
After An Hour And a Half
Everything Came Crashing On Me.
The Tv Suddenly Switched Off and a Burning Smell Was Given Off.
And My World Went Blank
Saw The SCV Box With The Green Light Still On
Stare At The Ceiling and Purple Sky
Feel Like Dying
Feel Like a jinx
Feel Like There's More to Come
Feel Like More Bad Things Queuing Up For Me
Wondering Whats My Limit.
Wondering Whats Gonna Happen When Everything has gone Over My Limits.
When to Switch Off the Main Switch and Went to Bed
Rolled up my bed
Blankets Wrapped Me So Tight Like a Cocoon
Wished That Nothing bad Gonna Anymore.
All My Money Going for Replacing and not for Adding
Thought Of Money,
Thought Of Work.
Thought Of School,
Thought Of Time For Work.
Thought Of Poly
Thought Of Rejections
Thought Of Life
What Am i Gonna Do?
This is one of the lowest point in my life.
I felt as if i've been dragged by a horse when i walk alone.
Everytime i want to go out with someone, i always end up walking alone.
I felt as if i'm trying to vomit out a pine cone in my throat everytime i sigh.
Everytime I breathe, i felt as if i'm sighing.
Voices In My Head
Will My Application for TP be sucessful?
Will I get into a Poly?
Will People still Look Down On Me?
Will I get A Nice Job When I Finish My Studies?
Will I Become Sucessful Later in Life?
I’m Losing Hope, Give me One Reason Not To.
Switched on My Tv and say to myself
"I lost my wallet, i cant go out much.
My Com's Under Repair for weeks maybe months, cant play.
Never Mind I still have a Shows to watch on my TV"
After An Hour And a Half
Everything Came Crashing On Me.
The Tv Suddenly Switched Off and a Burning Smell Was Given Off.
And My World Went Blank
Saw The SCV Box With The Green Light Still On
Stare At The Ceiling and Purple Sky
Feel Like Dying
Feel Like a jinx
Feel Like There's More to Come
Feel Like More Bad Things Queuing Up For Me
Wondering Whats My Limit.
Wondering Whats Gonna Happen When Everything has gone Over My Limits.
When to Switch Off the Main Switch and Went to Bed
Rolled up my bed
Blankets Wrapped Me So Tight Like a Cocoon
Wished That Nothing bad Gonna Anymore.
All My Money Going for Replacing and not for Adding
Thought Of Money,
Thought Of Work.
Thought Of School,
Thought Of Time For Work.
Thought Of Poly
Thought Of Rejections
Thought Of Life
What Am i Gonna Do?
This is one of the lowest point in my life.
I felt as if i've been dragged by a horse when i walk alone.
Everytime i want to go out with someone, i always end up walking alone.
I felt as if i'm trying to vomit out a pine cone in my throat everytime i sigh.
Everytime I breathe, i felt as if i'm sighing.
Voices In My Head
Will My Application for TP be sucessful?
Will I get into a Poly?
Will People still Look Down On Me?
Will I get A Nice Job When I Finish My Studies?
Will I Become Sucessful Later in Life?
I’m Losing Hope, Give me One Reason Not To.
6:35 PM
