Wednesday, July 26, 2006
A New Lan Shop Job
I Finally Got a Decent Job With a Nice Pay.
Lan Shop At Hougang.
It's Far I Know But Somehow...After so many Long bus rides...I Kinda love the long rides...Listening to my PINK IPod, Looking at the fast pace views passing by, waving to unknown people, making funny faces, watching tv mobile if there's something nice to watch and most importantly i can spend time alone...think about stuff. i would LOVEEEEEE long ride without switching buses...must find out some buses in chinatown that goes to hougang...haha.
But i'm not gonna work there so soon yet. I got to work in parklane for sometime till around end of august. park lane's fun too...near, know the people there, near town, friendly people. Hougang...i heard some stories over there...not good ones obviously. Heard that, there will be some wanna be gangsters and naughty kids around there. Well, it would be a whole new experience for me there. Not only i'm the Counter guy and the GOD(if my manager or boss is not there), I'm also the The Bouncer Of The Lan Shop...HAHA. Fun Stuff. Hope That Job Would Lighten Up My Life. This is motivating me to go gym to buff up myself! Hmm..hope i can really do some serious training THIS TIME ROUND. haha...Have been saying i gonna do it but i didnt? I got a good feeling about this time.
This Job Would Make a Difference in My Life, I'm Sure. Hope It Would Be a Damn Good Experience. Damn ITE...I Really Feel Like Quitting Because I'm Quite Sure I Can Get Into a Poly. Omg...Poly Is A Totally Whole New Life For Me LAH...Always Been Dreamminggggg...
Anyway, I Deleted The Last few post...They Arent Suppose to Be There Anyway.
And Also Fort Minor is Awesome band and this Song Really Shows How I Feel Sometimes.
Lan Shop At Hougang.
It's Far I Know But Somehow...After so many Long bus rides...I Kinda love the long rides...Listening to my PINK IPod, Looking at the fast pace views passing by, waving to unknown people, making funny faces, watching tv mobile if there's something nice to watch and most importantly i can spend time alone...think about stuff. i would LOVEEEEEE long ride without switching buses...must find out some buses in chinatown that goes to hougang...haha.
But i'm not gonna work there so soon yet. I got to work in parklane for sometime till around end of august. park lane's fun too...near, know the people there, near town, friendly people. Hougang...i heard some stories over there...not good ones obviously. Heard that, there will be some wanna be gangsters and naughty kids around there. Well, it would be a whole new experience for me there. Not only i'm the Counter guy and the GOD(if my manager or boss is not there), I'm also the The Bouncer Of The Lan Shop...HAHA. Fun Stuff. Hope That Job Would Lighten Up My Life. This is motivating me to go gym to buff up myself! Hmm..hope i can really do some serious training THIS TIME ROUND. haha...Have been saying i gonna do it but i didnt? I got a good feeling about this time.
This Job Would Make a Difference in My Life, I'm Sure. Hope It Would Be a Damn Good Experience. Damn ITE...I Really Feel Like Quitting Because I'm Quite Sure I Can Get Into a Poly. Omg...Poly Is A Totally Whole New Life For Me LAH...Always Been Dreamminggggg...
Anyway, I Deleted The Last few post...They Arent Suppose to Be There Anyway.
And Also Fort Minor is Awesome band and this Song Really Shows How I Feel Sometimes.
Believe Me By Fort Minor
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me
I don't want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playing em
I'm just saying
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've got a face to pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey
Hey
I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hands
Now I don't really even know who I am
Yo, what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me
Back then, I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self-destruct eventually
Now I'm thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But it's not gonna work
Cause it's really much worse than I thought
I wished you were something that you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got
You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one else is around
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me
I guessThat this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me
I guessThat this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me
Do what i have to do
You're on your own now believe me
What ever happens to you
You're on your own now believe me
What do I have to say
You're on your own now believe me
It's not gonna happen with me
You're on your own now believe me
I Vent My Anger By Blasting Songs that are Related To What I'm Angry with.
I Have Weird Ways Of Doing Things
Don Ask Why
I'm Just a Weird Guy.
10:59 AM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Friends And The Past
My Friends...
The Past...
Another Dreamy Post.
I only like to think about the good stuff about the Past, the bad stuff i didnt even put them in my memory about my past. So i HATEEEEEE to be reminded about the bad stuff of the past. I Was Young and Dumb. Whats already over, please forget it becos i already do. Take Only The Goodness of the Past which is Sweet Memories. Think About them and smile to myself about it and make my stoning session plus smiling to myself session a happy one. But I Must Not Think Much Abt The Past(anyway it's just for....well....entertainment.), Future is more exciting to think about and interesting but sometimes scary.
One Who Dreams In The Past, Dies In The Present.
Friends...Hmmm, Friends are people i can click very well and hang around with. Well i don like to insult my frenz in Any Way. i don mind afew insults just for fun of it but going overboard is not going to make you a person that i respect.
I really really Reallly Feel that i lack of good friends spending time with me, In other words i lack of good friends.And my good bunch of friends i usually hang out with are either very busy with their poly or in NS.
I can actually name all My Good Friends out and wad they are busy with.
Jon, His CTV(school stuff) and his gf...we hang out once or twice a week but still i miss the laughter and company i had with him. Taught me Lots of stuff in Life. My Bitch Forever! =)
Jia Hua, A Levels. Miss The Xia Lan ness and stories, he kinda also Train when i should i stop playing and not going overboard. xD
Charls, School and Soccer. Love the Company and non stop Laughing but not the LATE-NESS. __
Chak, NS. Nice Company at times.
Alvin and the Other JC Botaks, NS. Fun Company And Joking Around all the time...HAHA But Not fun when the indecisive-ness of where to go(took years to decide where to go next). Fucked up thing is i only can go out with them in the week ends only. __up
Jeremy, School. He's My Shi-Fu In Almost all games...Dota, WOW,etc. Nice Funny Guy who is Damn good in games but HATES when things FUCKED UP.
Peter, Work. Very Polite and Helpful Guy, Funny too. See Him As The Leader of the Our Group.
Jian Hui, School and CCA. Miss Those Fishing days i had with him and Super Xia Lan-ness. Save Me From afew troubles.
Those are my Angels In My Life.
Sounds Very Gay But i don care. Thats What I Feel...(I DO NOT MEAN I FEEL GAY, I MEAN I FEEL THAT THEY ARE MY ANGELS IN MY LIFE)
Those are the guys that make me cancel all my work and other activities to hang out with in the weekends.
Those are the guys that make me look forward to my weekends.
Those are also the guys that make my Weekdays so freaking LONG and DRAGGY but my weekends pass so fast that i didnt notice it.
Those Are Friendships That Will Last Forever. =)
The Past...
Another Dreamy Post.
I only like to think about the good stuff about the Past, the bad stuff i didnt even put them in my memory about my past. So i HATEEEEEE to be reminded about the bad stuff of the past. I Was Young and Dumb. Whats already over, please forget it becos i already do. Take Only The Goodness of the Past which is Sweet Memories. Think About them and smile to myself about it and make my stoning session plus smiling to myself session a happy one. But I Must Not Think Much Abt The Past(anyway it's just for....well....entertainment.), Future is more exciting to think about and interesting but sometimes scary.
One Who Dreams In The Past, Dies In The Present.
Friends...Hmmm, Friends are people i can click very well and hang around with. Well i don like to insult my frenz in Any Way. i don mind afew insults just for fun of it but going overboard is not going to make you a person that i respect.
I really really Reallly Feel that i lack of good friends spending time with me, In other words i lack of good friends.And my good bunch of friends i usually hang out with are either very busy with their poly or in NS.
I can actually name all My Good Friends out and wad they are busy with.
Jon, His CTV(school stuff) and his gf...we hang out once or twice a week but still i miss the laughter and company i had with him. Taught me Lots of stuff in Life. My Bitch Forever! =)
Jia Hua, A Levels. Miss The Xia Lan ness and stories, he kinda also Train when i should i stop playing and not going overboard. xD
Charls, School and Soccer. Love the Company and non stop Laughing but not the LATE-NESS. __
Chak, NS. Nice Company at times.
Alvin and the Other JC Botaks, NS. Fun Company And Joking Around all the time...HAHA But Not fun when the indecisive-ness of where to go(took years to decide where to go next). Fucked up thing is i only can go out with them in the week ends only. __up
Jeremy, School. He's My Shi-Fu In Almost all games...Dota, WOW,etc. Nice Funny Guy who is Damn good in games but HATES when things FUCKED UP.
Peter, Work. Very Polite and Helpful Guy, Funny too. See Him As The Leader of the Our Group.
Jian Hui, School and CCA. Miss Those Fishing days i had with him and Super Xia Lan-ness. Save Me From afew troubles.
Those are my Angels In My Life.
Sounds Very Gay But i don care. Thats What I Feel...(I DO NOT MEAN I FEEL GAY, I MEAN I FEEL THAT THEY ARE MY ANGELS IN MY LIFE)
Those are the guys that make me cancel all my work and other activities to hang out with in the weekends.
Those are the guys that make me look forward to my weekends.
Those are also the guys that make my Weekdays so freaking LONG and DRAGGY but my weekends pass so fast that i didnt notice it.
Those Are Friendships That Will Last Forever. =)
5:00 PM
